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Anatomy of Moving (2/2)
I hate everyone, I think, at thirteen. I love life, I think, at fourteen. I need to get out of here, I think at fifteen.
Mar 10
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Deepthy Ajith K
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February 2026
The Things We Leave (1/2)
There is something inherently unsettling about knowing that this departure is the moment when the room I grew up in begins to empty out.
Feb 23
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Deepthy Ajith K
December 2025
Humanise
The sterility of my betrayal is blinding.
Dec 21, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
What a pity! What a pity!
I’d say it’s a spectrum, but it’s not – I’m not here, or I’m there.
Dec 7, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
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November 2025
Let me be unhappy, damn it
Ever since Anne said, “I want to be great, or nothing”, I haven’t been the same.
Nov 11, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
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August 2025
When Tribute Becomes Art
When the past speaks to the present, and the present answers, an act of tribute becomes art in and of itself.
Aug 31, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
All a Bit Too Loud
Beep beep beep beep beep beep
Aug 17, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
July 2025
The Shape of Waiting
on the infinite patience of humans
Jul 27, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
Goodbyes and Old Beginnings
where memory begins again
Jul 7, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
June 2025
The screwdriver that saved my life and then screwed me
I was Ahab, it was the whale, and our battlefield was a borrowed screwdriver set.
Jun 29, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
All the Things We Inherit
It’s funny, the things I seem to be finding.
Jun 22, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
On the architecture of alienation
and renting a room inside it
Jun 7, 2025
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Deepthy Ajith K
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