Evolution

/ˌiːvəˈluːʃ(ə)n,ˈɛvəluːʃ(ə)n/ noun 1. The gradual development of something. I have found myself at crossroads of being indecisive and not willing to understand what was happening with my life many times. I’ll come out and frankly say it that these past few months haven’t been the best of my life and I have been through my … More Evolution

Legacy 

/ˈlɛɡəsi/ noun A legacy is all about the actions you take during your life and the way those actions affect how people remember you. Often I tell myself that I have left a legacy behind in Oman and maybe that is true or false I truly don’t know, but it was that assumption that I … More Legacy 

Youth.

/juːθ/ noun1. the period between childhood and adult age. The topic of death and even thinking about death scares me to such a level, that I started overthinking and it’s funny that whenever I do think about my death it’s like I can’t think past it, my brain and my vision just goes completely dark. … More Youth.

Deception

/dɪˈsɛpʃ(ə)n/noun the action of deceiving someone. “obtaining property by deception” a thing that deceives. “a range of elaborate deceptions” We live in a world where we talk to ourselves to keep us content, to not overthink things or to even escape from something that is in the future but want to get rid of it … More Deception

Paranoid

/ˈparənɔɪd/adjective characterized by or suffering from the mental condition of paranoia. We all have trauma, we all have our scars, parts of life which affects us at a certain moment and may come back to haunt us at any time, let’s call it Deja vu but in a bad way. Being paranoid is very much … More Paranoid

escapism

/ɪˈskeɪpɪz(ə)m,ɛˈskeɪpɪz(ə)m/ noun the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment. I have been escaping a lot of stuff from my past, it didn’t seem fair or justifiable but at that time just for the sake of keeping myself content, I had been running away, handling all kinds of shit, … More escapism

Finding my place.

It’s been a couple of months since I left my home, it doesn’t get easier, it’s not supposed to get easier as much as we want it to. There’s a lot of hatred and problems going around us and some of us just want to find our place and understand where we belong. To find … More Finding my place.