Its been almost a month since the day I got promoted to the Team Leader of the Customer Service Department of a well established Canadian Pharmacy. When I got the position, I was not sure if I was ready for it, I wanted it, YES! but was I ready ? Not too sure. But after this last week I have gained this weird confidence and ability to trust the quote “When life throws lemons at you, chunk it right back” – Bill Watterson.
I’ve always had a feeling that whatever I have achieved in my life is because I just got lucky at the moment. Like, when I was a topper of my class for the entire year, I made myself believe it was because other people just didn’t pay enough attention. Has it ever happened to you in any other situations? However, I reached to a position I am at now, and am I loving it? Absolutely. Is it hard? Hell, Yes! Do I still want to do it? I won’t have it any other way!
Last week was such a grind, 12 hour long days, work, home, social life everything wrapped up into one big unavoidable package. I remember having the days when I did not have a lot to do, so I would keep scrolling Instagram or sleep and have endless negative thoughts about almost everything around me. As they say, “An empty mind is a devil’s house.” Well, this past week I was so occupied that nothing crossed my mind, all I was focused on was to complete my day. I was so passionate about starting my day ( I HATE WAKING UP EARLY). Meeting new people everyday, understanding them, helping them and enjoying everything I am experiencing.
However, is this what I dreamed for ? Not even close! This is not the life I imagined or wanted for my self. Although, I am still working towards what I eventually want to do in life I can’t let these days pass without feeling them. Because, I mean let’s face it who knows if there’s a tomorrow ( Kal ho na ho). I’m spending 12 hours of my day at a job or in preparation to reach there, and If I don’t try to enjoy every second of it, what am I even doing ? That question works for me, I don’t know if it will for anyone else.
So, I am finding passion, motive and a reason every single second and I am HAPPY.

