
My eyes adjust to the dark
As I sit in quiet
And hope
That perhaps I will summon
My art
Through words
And an exhausted heart
Bound by rope
And bandages
All bled through
And crimson stark
Against the colour
I’m trying to distract you
With
To keep you from
Seeing what it looks like
If
I carry this ache
And not deal with it
Coz I’m deep
In the trenches of
Panic and scars
All relived
Knowing the start
Of my re-healing is
A call
If I could just make itβ
Sitting in the dark
Letting that winter
Chill creep in
Knowing that dawn is far
And feeling that wait
So deep in
The places of my heart
Where the wounds
Keep on festering
Waiting
For the right art
And the right time
To let the light in.








