Five Feathers Farmgirl

Living a simple life, and I have lots of opinions.

Why Pay for a Membership? — 10/26/2024

Why Pay for a Membership?

A yearly appeal.

a stuffed animal is sitting on a bale of hay

My blog posts are mostly personal posts. Some people don’t care to read about people’s personal lives. I get that. There are plenty of free blogs out there for people to read. Indeed, all of my blogs used to be free. With all of that free material out there about people’s personal lives, why should anyone pay to read mine?

Five Feathers Farmgirl is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.

-Everything I write has been created by me. All you see is the finished product. What you don’t see is me madly scribbling ideas in my journal or fighting the text as I get it to make sense, flow well, and be readable. I don’t use AI to help me create my material. I feel that to charge people for something that’s being done with AI would be unethical. It can be a useful tool for some people, but I’m old school. I write, because I like to write.

-My paywalled posts are the ones where I have chosen to get more personal or to go into detail about something. They will also be posts where I share information, things that I have learned that I feel might help others, tips, samples of writing that I may go on to publish, etc. More work goes into those. They take longer to write.

-Our farm is not yet a working farm. I think we’re at least two years out from that. The farm is not making us money right now. There’s definitely potential, but we’re just not there yet. Any extra money that either of us can bring in helps. We’re both on a fixed income.

-I share political commentary. I’m not a journalist. I’m not a wonk, but I do pay attention to what’s going on, and every once in a while, I like to share my point of view. Preparing those posts is more like work. I cite my sources and do other research in preparation for that. That’s more like the writing that I would be doing for pay if I was still freelancing or had pursued a journalism degree.

-I will be pursuing and interviewing people from within the animal rights/welfare/rescue community for Kindness Chronicles. Sometimes, they will be videos, and other times they will be in print. It takes time (and courage!) to “cold call” people from that community, especially some of the more prominent folks, and it takes time to get the posts edited, finalized, and sometimes approved. It doesn’t just take up my time. It takes up theirs, as well. Becoming a paid subscriber would enable me to donate to the organizations I’m hoping to interview. I do that anyway, but extra cash would make it a lot easier.

-Every once in a while, I will be sending handmade gifts to my paid subscribers and offering other perks. (I’m still thinking about how this will work, but it is something that I would like to do in the future.)

Paying small creators on sites like this is an act of kindness and an act of trust. You are letting that person know that you want to hear what they have to say and that you trust them to give you what you are looking for. You are also not trapped forever. You can unsubscribe and go back to free status at any time, should you decide that Five Feathers Farmgirl or any of my other newsletters isn’t your cup of tea. (I won’t get mad. I promise!)

I hope that you’ll consider becoming a paid subscriber, but it’s fine if you decide not to. I will not be spamming my readers, beyond the email headers and footers and the paywall notices embedded in the paid posts. One beg letter a year is quite enough, don’t you think? 😉

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Farm Life Update: Spring — 04/28/2025

Farm Life Update: Spring

A dramatic shot from my living room.

This Spring has not been as productive as I had hoped it would be. We still have a few weeks, though. We’re discussing our plans for the garden, and despite how important I feel it is to plant a lot this year, I cannot do it on my own, so we may not be planting all that much. I’m looking to plant potatoes and corn. Beyond that, I’m not sure. Our garden fence has been damaged by the high winds we tend to get here, and the deer will eat everything, if we don’t fix it. We’re considering switching from the beautiful wooden fence that my husband built to chain link. We haven’t made a decision yet. On a happy note, my sage and lavender are coming in, and my nettles (wildcrafted at the moment, but I may start to cultivate it) are not in yet, but they are already spoken for by a friend with whom I often barter. The rhubarb is also coming in, so we’re well on our way, whether we plant a lot or not! I also have an acquaintance who may be giving me cannabis starts. I’m unable to germinate as of yet, but I can work from starts. I think I’m getting one CBD start and one “whole plant” start. (I use that term to refer to cannabis that is cultivated for all of its components.) My friends and I are even discussing adding a second herb bed outside of my kitchen, for use by all of us. I was planning on adding a second box back there, anyway.

Allergy season has started, and my nose and eyes run like faucets. The erratic weather we get here in the Spring has also been affecting my pain and energy levels and making it very hard to get things done. It’s very frustrating, but I keep busy. I’ve been slowly trying to deep clean that house room by room. Today, I’ll be focusing on the bedroom.

I’m also looking for opportunities to get my art into galleries and my vintage and handmade items into shops. I’ve decided to find a place to rent a booth or space and budget for one to two months as a test. It’s not sustainable for me, unless things sell. My job is a hybrid of paid and volunteer (the distinction between billable hours and volunteer hours is really clear,) and I am also getting busier with that. It’s very interesting work, and I work with great people!

My husband and I are also trying to get out more and be more social. We’ve joined a local meetup (not capitalized, because it’s not through the Meetup.com website,) and the two events we’ve attended have been fun. People here are nice, but as middle aged adults, we’ve had a tough time making friends.

The bottom line on the farm is that we have pulled back on our plans. Currently, it’s a nice place that we are living, with a garden. I had high hopes when we moved here of making it a working farm, but I can’t do that on my own, so I defer to my husband. I am certainly able to work hard when I am not sick, but I could not handle the daily grind of it by myself. I know how to do the things, but I can’t always physically do the work, and even when I am able, I can’t sustain it. It makes me a little sad, but I am still very happy to be living here. One thing we can do is host events here, and we have some plans to do just that. This could all change in the future, of course. We still have all of our equipment, should we change our minds again.

I hope that everyone has a lovely Spring, and I will be back soon with another update!

A Voter with Opinions: I Don’t Know Where to Start —
Being Disabled: A Major Update — 04/08/2025
Migrating from Substack — 03/04/2025

Migrating from Substack

Moving is a pain in the ass, whether we’re talking a home, a job, or–as in my case–a blogging platform. I was on Substack for a couple of years, and I really, really enjoy the community that I’ve become involved with there, but I’ve reached a point where I no longer want to write there. I don’t want to give Substack anymore money. (They take a cut of subscriptions and donations.) The site, at its core, is not in alignment with my beliefs. You can read more here .

Now, I recognize that the founder of WordPress has had his own controversies, and if what’s been alleged is true, that is bad; however, in my search for a new platform, WordPress is the least offensive of the free platforms that I could find. I am not in a position to pay a monthly fee, as I am on a fixed income. I also do not have the skills nor the patience to build and host my own site. I have also used WordPress in the past, and I’ve found it to be a very flexible platform. So here I am.

I have imported all of my posts from Substack. I hope that you enjoy them. Until I get my monetization set up, you will be able to enjoy them for free!

Welcome!

Absent — 01/28/2025

Absent

I just don’t have much energy.

brown wooden bench on dock near lake during daytime

Y’all, I am TIRED. I ache in my bones. Sometimes, I feel like I can’t breathe. My guts are churning.

I’m taking a break. I’m not leaving, and it’s only for a week or two. I just wanted to say something, because I normally like to publish 2-3 times per week.

A Voter with Opinions isn’t going anywhere, but I find myself less able to immerse myself in news and analysis. It’s all so bad. I have cut way back on my news consumption. It is validating , though, to hear people much smarter and more experienced than I am say the things that I am thinking. So the break I’ve been taking has mostly been from that newsletter. I’m trying to figure out how to navigate things now. These are dangerous times, my friends!

I’m struggling to come up with content for Kindness Chronicles. If you know of a rescuer or a wildlife rehabber or an organization that helps animals and would like to be interviewed or write a guest post, please comment below and let me know! If you have your own extraordinary rescue story and would like to share, also please let me know! I’ve put out feelers and emailed people all over the world, and most have not responded. I have two who have agreed to be interviewed, but they are both up to their eyeballs. You know how it goes. Rescue is a 24/7/365 job!

As for the farm, things are quiet. The snow is absolutely beautiful. One of my favorite things is when the sunlight hits the snow, and it looks like a field of diamonds! My husband and I both have medical things going on, but nothing serious. We are definitely going to revive the garden this Spring, and I want to get serious about learning to preserve food.

So, that’s where I’m at. Shell shocked. Numb. Trying to figure out what to do, how I can help, and how to survive the next few years. I’m also really pissed off and offended and concerned.

To the people of LA: I am so, so sorry for all that you have lost. I’m sorry for how you’ve suffered and how your state has been abused by the squatter in the White House. Please, stay strong!

That’s it for now. I’ll be back in February with some posts. Meanwhile, I’ll be checking in and reading other people’s stacks.

Stay safe, everyone.

Studio Update: Trying to get My Act Together — 01/15/2025

Studio Update: Trying to get My Act Together

Winter did not go as planned.

It’s been a while since I’ve shared a Studio Update, and here is why: This Winter has been a gigantic clusterf—- for me. I have not been able to do anything with my art since right around the time that I fell in November. I had to pull out of all of the craft fairs that I had signed up for, first due to the fall and then due to simply being sick. That’s right. I was sick through the holidays. Isn’t that fun? My pain levels got really bad, and I spent a lot of time just resting. When I did have the energy to venture upstairs, my time ended up being spent just cleaning and organizing. It was really frustrating.

After Christmas, I was well enough to start working again, so I spent a couple of weeks going through a box of vintage merchandise and getting it priced, photographed, and listed. I finished that up about a week ago, so now, I’ve been focusing on further organizing and deep cleaning my space. It’s so, so much better up there now, and I’m ready to focus back on my making!

Another thing I have been working on is finding online homes for my different crafts. Closing my shops on Etsy a couple of years ago really set me back, because I’ve had to rewrite all of my descriptions from scratch and in some cases take new photos. Listing is a really simple task, but it takes a long time, because there are so many steps you have to take to build a listing.

Why haven’t I built my own website? I started to a few years ago, but I am locked out of my Square account, and I have not bothered to contact customer service to get back in. The trutth of the matter is that building a website, even a WYSIWYG site, is really time consuming, and I don’t have the energy to stick with it. I have tried. I will try again, eventually, I am sure, but it’s stimply easier to sell on existing shopping platforms. I’m currently selling on Mercari and Bonanza, and some of my merchandise is on Pinterest, as well.

The antique shops where I live all have waiting lists to get in to sell, but an even bigger issue is that space in these shops is expensive. I just can’t swing that right now. As Spring and Summer come, I’ll look for in person shows again, as well.

My other big job this year, and my goal by the end of 2025, is to identifiy a self publishing outlet for my poetry and to set up fundraising. If I can start the design process, I’ll do that, too, so that next year—assuming that I manage to raise the funds I will need—I can get the chapbooks published!

This will be a busy year for me! How successful I will be remains to be seen, but I’m just happy that I can get back to the making! I’m still dealing with my chronic illness. That’s just always going to be the case; however, it seems that this last flare up has eased a bit, and I’m thankful for that.

Thank you for reading. I hope to have some better Studio Updates to share moving forward.

Being Disabled: How I'm Doing Now — 12/17/2024
A Voter with Opinions: 2024 — 12/15/2024

A Voter with Opinions: 2024

O, America, what have we done?!

I’ve been quiet since the election. I have chosen disengagement and distance over the past few weeks in order to be able to calm myself down and breathe and so that I could focus on enjoying the Thanksgiving holiday with my family, and it has worked: TG was chill. We had a great time, as usual.

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Kindness Chronicles: Killer Orange Cat — 12/11/2024

Kindness Chronicles: Killer Orange Cat

A horror narrator with a unique style.

As you have gathered by now from my previous posts, I consume a lot of true crime and true horror. From time to time, I come across creators who inject their bonds with animals into their platforms. Sometimes, it’s a theme, and sometimes, it’s just a nice add-on to soften the listeners’ landing after what is usually some very difficult content.

For YouTuber, Killer Orange Cat, it’s a little of both! Please enjoy our conversation, as he talks about his background, his techniques, and his thoughts on the link between our taste for the terrifying and our bond with our animals (and really all animals!)

I really enjoyed getting to know him a bit. He’s a great storyteller, so if you’re into the darker side of things, I hope you will check out his channel!

I’m not a broadcaster, so apologies for any awkwardness! 😉

A Voter with Opinions: Crunching the Numbers — 12/06/2024

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