Meditating Mango

i thought peace meant being calm

The first thing they canceled was meditation.

Feb 14 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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What a Poop-Filled Kitchen Taught Me About the Fragility of Happiness

on coming home, abundance, and letting happiness be fragile

Feb 7 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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January 2026

I needed time to develop a new vision

It’s kind of cold this time of year, which is shocking to me.

Jan 17 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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October 2025

Forest fairies, skinny dipping, lobsters by the fire, and everything society considers “dangerous”

It’s 4am.

Oct 5, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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September 2025

your way home

To go home means to return to your pristine origin.

Sep 22, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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my favorite memories at Blue Cliff monastery for 9 days

I did not realize there was so much crying

Sep 13, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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what I gained from losing all my money

right after quitting my job

Sep 6, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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August 2025

How I start to create my own reality

a borrowed title

Aug 30, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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what's the healthiest food to eat?

answering (my own) 5 most debatable questions about food

Aug 11, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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July 2025

the art of grabbing your dream by the face

true face of a dream

Jul 28, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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What happens when dreams fail?

or what's next after a dream comes true?

Jul 6, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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June 2025

Learning the severity of my restlessness

when i am in the mountains

Jun 28, 2025 • ava.phoenix 🥭

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