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the game is set and i don’t know how much time i have left . i wanted to meet you and to explain myself and say my version only to you but in the same time to not intervine in your life you made . i hope you are well and got the life you fought for . i never was jealous on you or others and you know that . i never talked about us with no one till last year and you know that . i started this blog only to say my side of story because you talked so much about us and i know about it of just one thing that you posted that i love you . you acknowledge that publicly and i’m pleased that you know it . even the thought of you makes me happy and even if we will not meet ever i know that you are well and got right in life . i don’t wanna be together because is too late and might put us in danger plus that the things that ive known for a long time is that i am not answome , i dont have enough money , i dont have many qualities and i am not enogh for you and i was knowing that for a long time and i know from that time that you deserved better every time i was wanted you by my side and i hope you found it and from what i saw and heard you founded and i am happy for that too . i am sorry that for a long time i was and i don’t trust you either because of others and that’s from years ago . one of the reasons i didn’t gone at that time after you in uk and not done some things for you . for what happenend they can paint me in many colors and you too do the same and i still have a pure soul like the first time i saw you because i done nothing for what they said and want to lock , silence or convict me for it . i don’t blame you for nothing of this . even if my destiny is without you and in a horrible way i still have you on my mind and you got me on your mind and that’s makes me happy . i’m strange and so my love for you is strange . so this being said , this is my last post .
i started again to post here more often maybe because my mental state is better. i don’t do much, ok , i’m not doing anything daily anymore but i try to keep me on the line .
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