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The Trickster technology of language
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The infinity pool
I keep falling out of Time
Oct 21, 2025
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Adjusting the aperture
A tragedy in close-up
Nov 10, 2025
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Ushering in the new Self—the boring part
Jul 1, 2024
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Venusian shit — making art out of your Godself for dummies
Jul 12, 2024
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Defining your values — welcome to your Internal Guidance System
Jul 17, 2024
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Summoning your Godself—the less boring part
Jul 3, 2024
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Why inspiration can’t flow to you
Jul 21, 2025
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Building belief — Jupiter work pt 1
Aug 22, 2024
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The alchemist's guide to changing your mind
The secret weapon preventing you from making big transformation
Sep 23, 2025
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You are 5 outdated habits stacked on top of each other in a trench coat
Mastering your habits to become a prolific artist
Sep 16, 2025
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Designing an ecstatic creative practice using ritual and magick
Art is a spiritual discipline, but it doesn't have to feel heavy.
Aug 19, 2025
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I stopped being an artist and became a mad scientist
And I've never looked back.
Aug 18, 2025
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Stop letting the cult of mundanity lull you to sleep
Schemes of aliveness to wake the Godself
Aug 13, 2025
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Why your creative practice keeps failing
Listen now (23 mins) | Dig your head out of the sand, friend.
Aug 8, 2025
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Life is carving me into a new shape once again
The Godself is meant to change.
Aug 4, 2025
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Jul 31, 2025
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The orphanage and the hall of haunted things
My blood is thickening
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