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The Soufflé - 2/18/26
The Soufflé - 2/18/26
I married a Frenchman, therefore I like to think that I know more about soufflés than your average American cook. But I could be wrong about that. Don’t tell my spouse that I don’t like soufflés...but I don’t. They’re too eggy. Too airy. Too complicated and aristocratic for my pedestrian taste. Give me a hot chocolate chip cookie (with walnuts!) and a cold glass of full fat-milk every once in a while and I’ll be happy. But that is not my husband, nor anyone in his large extended family, all of w
The Rapture - 2/4/26
The Rapture - 2/4/26
The disciples are lined up. Row after row after row. Heads bowed but for the few who have their eyes trained heavenward, beseeching their God for mercy. Hands clasped so tightly that their knuckles are white. Almost all are visibly praying. A hypnotic mumbling, each repeating their own personal words but along the same line. Chanting their wish, concentrating so deeply you believe whatever it is that they want must come true. Otherwise that will be proof that there is, in fact, no God at all. Th
The EKG - 1/14/26
The EKG - 1/14/26
The heart surrenders everything to the moment. The mind judges and holds back. In most of our human relationships, we spend much of our time reassuring one another that our costumes of identity are on straight. When we see the Beloved in each person, it's like walking though a garden, watching flowers bloom all around us.Ram Dass Several years ago I was suffering from odd heart palpitations and some tightness and pain in my chest area. "This is definitely a heart attack," I convinced myself seve
Chat GPT - 1/1/26
Chat GPT - 1/1/26
On November 30, 2022, Generative Pre-trained Transformer (Chat GPT) was unleashed on the human population. I knew nothing about it and until recently I called it Chat GPS, confusing it (as I am wont to do with most technology) with another application that is also making us humans dumber and dumber - ever more reliant on that robot in our pocket to get from point A to point B. GPS (Global Positioning System) is a technology that I happily employ and which has unhappily destroyed the part of my b
Bah Humbug! - 12/10/25
Bah Humbug! - 12/10/25
A week before Halloween I was having a casual dinner with a friend when I started, for no apparent reason, to get fidgety and irritated. Soon those feelings morphed inexplicably into being REALLY pissed off. I did an internal check (body, mind, and spirit) and found nothing amiss. My friend was certainly not the cause of my irritation; she's a good conversationalist and fun to be with. The food was fine and the crowd was lively. The lighting (my usual bugaboo) was soft and warm and did not make
Reddit - 12/3/25
Reddit - 12/3/25
Eye of Newt - 11/19/25
Eye of Newt - 11/19/25
McDonald's - 10/29/25
McDonald's - 10/29/25
The Hair Shirt - 10/8/25
The Hair Shirt - 10/8/25
As a fashion photographer I work with a lot of young people. I too was once an enthusiastic and bouncy youngster. But alas, time marches on and now I’m what we refer to (in Fashionland anyway) as a dinosaur. Not that I mind really. Dinosaurs are sort of cool. Or at least that's what I tell myself when sauntering into a studio full of collagen-rich colleagues born in the year 2000 or later. The only problem with the age difference between me and my co-workers is the references that I habitually u
Run. Hide. Fight. - 9/24/25
Run. Hide. Fight. - 9/24/25
You were never meant to witness someone's final breath... and then laugh at a TikTok.You weren't built for that. Your soul wasn't designed to hold that kind of weight and then move on like it's nothing.This isn't just about tech.This is trauma. This is spiritual damage.We’re overstimulated, under-connected, and completely shut down inside.We're seeing everything and feeling nothing.And that should break your heart.Dr. Raymond Nichols I stopped watching the news about three years ago. Not because
The Amethyst - 9/10/25
The Amethyst - 9/10/25
I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents you will miss them when they're gone from your life.Maya Angelou My mother is a unique person. Or, as Little Edie might say in the haunting documentary Grey Gardens, she’s a “staunch character.” As such she is obviously not one to be messed with. But life, and the vicissitudes thereof, do not seem to give a damn if she is a staunch character or not. In fact they are letting her have it. My mother has had a rough year. In the pas
The Lobster - 8/27/25
The Lobster - 8/27/25
The Princess - 8/13/25
The Princess - 8/13/25
Rage Weeding - 7/30/25
Rage Weeding - 7/30/25
Anger can feel good because it is often associated with a sense of empowerment, strength and control, especially when it is a response to a perceived injustice or a threat. It can also provide a feeling of energy and motivation, and act as a distraction from other more vulnerable emotions like sadness and fear. Mr. Google when asked “why does anger feel so good?” I'm getting old. I must be. I like to go to bed early. I can no longer do my stupid human tricks (impressively bendy yoga moves) at co
Led Zeppelin - 7/16/25
Led Zeppelin - 7/16/25
"In my time of dyingwant nobody to mournall I want for you to dois take my body home."In My Time of Dying - Led Zeppelin About a year ago I went to see the Rolling Stones perform to a sold out crowd at Met Life Stadium. When I mentioned this to a friend of mine he said “Gross! Does anyone really need to see a bunch of eighty-year-old men tottering around on a stage trying to relive their glory days?” My answer? “Yes. Of course they do.” I enjoyed the concert, especially when Mick and Keith sang
The Broken Teacup - 7/2/25
The Broken Teacup - 7/2/25
Are You Not Entertained? - 6/18/25
Are You Not Entertained? - 6/18/25
“Are you not entertained?”Russell Crowe as Maximus in Ridley Scott's Gladiator. I am a huge fan of Ridley Scott. I was in middle school when I went to see his first big hit, Alien, in 1979. During the “spaghetti scene” as I like to call it - when the alien (also known as Xenomorph XX121) burst out of Thomas Kane's chest I screamed so long and loud that the friend I was there with had to pinch my arm to make me stop. Since then I have been equally impressed by several of Scott's other films. The
L'Americana - 6/4/25
L'Americana - 6/4/25
A few weeks ago I was in a sweater quandary. I almost always wear cardigans, which are not particularly fashionable, but I'm currently in a Mister Rogers phase - sartorially anyway. I was about to depart for a location photo shoot in Italy where the weather would be, I was informed by our producer there, “unseasonably cold, wet and blustery.” I had been looking for a long, sturdily built crew neck sweater that would keep me warmer than a cardigan and could take some serious wear and tear. I work
Guy Fieri - 4/4/25
Guy Fieri - 4/4/25
Martina - 3/5/25
Martina - 3/5/25
A smiling face, a casual wave.A cool facade so well conceived.Behind the mask a truth so grave.A silent pain, so deeply grieved. You see the laughter, hear the jestBut not the shadows in their eyes.A burden carried, unexpressed,A hidden storm, beneath the skies. The words unspoken, thoughts unseen.A battle fought in quiet strife.The weight of worries, always keen.A lonely dance with inner life. So look beyond the outward guise,For kindness lies in love's embrace.“Are you alright?” might well suf
The Oompa Loompas - 2/14/25
The Oompa Loompas - 2/14/25
You’ve Come a Long Way, Baby - 1/16/25
You’ve Come a Long Way, Baby - 1/16/25
The Popcorn - 12/11/24
The Popcorn - 12/11/24
Bel Respiro - 11/13/24
Bel Respiro - 11/13/24
The Overview Effect - 9/25/24
The Overview Effect - 9/25/24
Kids These Days - 9/4/24
Kids These Days - 9/4/24
The Earthquake - 8/21/24
The Earthquake - 8/21/24
California Sober - 7/24/24
California Sober - 7/24/24
Schadenfreude - 6/26/24
Schadenfreude - 6/26/24
Mr. Duffy - 5/29/24
Mr. Duffy - 5/29/24
AH. UHM. LIKE. YA KNOW? - 5/1/24
AH. UHM. LIKE. YA KNOW? - 5/1/24
Advantage Steve - 4/17/24
Advantage Steve - 4/17/24
Hangxiety - 3/20/24
Hangxiety - 3/20/24
The Same Sad You - 2/28/24
The Same Sad You - 2/28/24
The Rage Room - 2/7/24
The Rage Room - 2/7/24
The Trees - 1/24/24
The Trees - 1/24/24
Pastawakening - 1/10/24
Pastawakening - 1/10/24
The Adhan - 12/13/23
The Adhan - 12/13/23
Eli - 11/29/23
Eli - 11/29/23
The Cheeseburger (Or how I learned to meditate.) - 11/22/23
The Cheeseburger (Or how I learned to meditate.) - 11/22/23
Discipline - 11/1/23
Discipline - 11/1/23
The Shrinks - 10/18/23
The Shrinks - 10/18/23
The Cruise O’Connor Effect - 9/27/23
The Cruise O’Connor Effect - 9/27/23
Normal - 9/13/23
Normal - 9/13/23
The Click - 8/30/23
The Click - 8/30/23
The Cooler - 8/16/23
The Cooler - 8/16/23
10,000 Hours - 8/2/23
10,000 Hours - 8/2/23
The New Girl - 7/19/23
The New Girl - 7/19/23
Eugenia - 7/5/23
Eugenia - 7/5/23
Envy - 6/21/23
Envy - 6/21/23
The Chainsaw - 6/7/23
The Chainsaw - 6/7/23
Non-Resistance - 5/24/23
Non-Resistance - 5/24/23
Apple Land - 5/10/23
Apple Land - 5/10/23
Game of Thrones - 4/26/23
Game of Thrones - 4/26/23
The Blenderhead Smoothie - 4/12/23
The Blenderhead Smoothie - 4/12/23
Tatjana - 3/29/23
Tatjana - 3/29/23
The House - 3/15/23
The House - 3/15/23
Feel the Burn - 3/1/23
Feel the Burn - 3/1/23
A Higher Peacock - 2/15/23
A Higher Peacock - 2/15/23
The No Matter What Club - 1/25/23
The No Matter What Club - 1/25/23
Never Let Them See You Sweat - 1/18/23
Never Let Them See You Sweat - 1/18/23
The Mustard Seed - 1/11/23
The Mustard Seed - 1/11/23
Tempus Fugit - 1/4/23
Tempus Fugit - 1/4/23
Happy Holidays? - 12/28/23
Happy Holidays? - 12/28/23
God's Will - 12/21/22
God's Will - 12/21/22
I'm Fine - 12/7/22
I'm Fine - 12/7/22
Push-ups - 11/30/22
Push-ups - 11/30/22
A Threefold Disease - 11/23/22
A Threefold Disease - 11/23/22
The Blue Jay - 11/16/22
The Blue Jay - 11/16/22
The Double Whammy - 11/2/22
The Double Whammy - 11/2/22
The Suitcase - 10/19/22
The Suitcase - 10/19/22
Resentments - 10/12/22
Resentments - 10/12/22
Fight Club - 9/28/22
Fight Club - 9/28/22
The Vulture - 9/21/22
The Vulture - 9/21/22
The Queen - 9/14/22
The Queen - 9/14/22
Stigma - 8/31/22
Stigma - 8/31/22
Perception - 8/24/22
Perception - 8/24/22
The Struggle Is Real - 8/17/22
The Struggle Is Real - 8/17/22
Organs Schmorgans - 8/10/22
Organs Schmorgans - 8/10/22
The Soul - 8/3/22
The Soul - 8/3/22
Narcissus - 7/27/22
Narcissus - 7/27/22
Carpe Diem - 7/20/22
Carpe Diem - 7/20/22
Gossamer - 7/13/22
Gossamer - 7/13/22
Secrets - 7/6/22
Secrets - 7/6/22
Can I Interest You In... - 6/29/22
Can I Interest You In... - 6/29/22
Mr. Depp - 6/22/22
Mr. Depp - 6/22/22
Jivamukti - 6/15/22
Jivamukti - 6/15/22
The Door - 6/8/22
The Door - 6/8/22
The Tapestry - 6/1/22
The Tapestry - 6/1/22
Vegas, Baby - 5/18/22
Vegas, Baby - 5/18/22
T*ts and Teeth - 5/11/22
T*ts and Teeth - 5/11/22
Is it ‘shrooms or is it God? - 5/4/22
Is it ‘shrooms or is it God? - 5/4/22
Jen - 4/27/22
Jen - 4/27/22
Comeback Kid - 4/20/22
Comeback Kid - 4/20/22
WTAF - 4/13/22
WTAF - 4/13/22
Baby Goat Pajama Party - 4/6/22
Baby Goat Pajama Party - 4/6/22
Chianti - 3/30/22
Chianti - 3/30/22
Jaws - 3/23/22
Jaws - 3/23/22
The Point - 3/16/22
The Point - 3/16/22
Cookie Monster - 3/9/22
Cookie Monster - 3/9/22
Sodom and Gomorrah - 3/2/22
Sodom and Gomorrah - 3/2/22
Stone Temple Pilots - 2/23/22
Stone Temple Pilots - 2/23/22
Bunnygate - 2/16/22
Bunnygate - 2/16/22
A Love Affair - 2/9/22
A Love Affair - 2/9/22
We Come in Peace - 2/2/22
We Come in Peace - 2/2/22
The Office - 1/26/22
The Office - 1/26/22
The Zone - 1/19/22
The Zone - 1/19/22
The Shovel - 1/12/22
The Shovel - 1/12/22
The Furuncle - 1/5/22
The Furuncle - 1/5/22
Mommy Juice - 12/29/21
Mommy Juice - 12/29/21
The Twelves - 12/22/21
The Twelves - 12/22/21
H.O.P.E. - 12/15/21
H.O.P.E. - 12/15/21
Bill who? - 12/8/21
Bill who? - 12/8/21
Nutmaste - 12/1/21
Nutmaste - 12/1/21
A Threefold Disease - 11/24/21
A Threefold Disease - 11/24/21
But I’m A Vegan - 11/17/21
But I’m A Vegan - 11/17/21
Wrestling With Smoke - 11/10/21
Wrestling With Smoke - 11/10/21
Doctor's Orders - 11/3/21
Doctor's Orders - 11/3/21
Instagram - 10/27/21
Instagram - 10/27/21
Creeping Charlie - 10/20/21
Creeping Charlie - 10/20/21
The Martini - 10/13/21
The Martini - 10/13/21
The ISMs - 10/6/21
The ISMs - 10/6/21
The Flawed Hero - 9/29/21
The Flawed Hero - 9/29/21
Las Promesas - 9/22/21
Las Promesas - 9/22/21
The Chicken - 9/15/21
The Chicken - 9/15/21
John Mulaney - 9/8/21
John Mulaney - 9/8/21
The Lifeguard - 9/1/21
The Lifeguard - 9/1/21
Mission Impossible - 8/25/21
Mission Impossible - 8/25/21
The God Box - 8/18/21
The God Box - 8/18/21
The Packy - 8/11/21
The Packy - 8/11/21
Toda Raba - 8/4/21
Toda Raba - 8/4/21
An Inside Job - 7/28/21
An Inside Job - 7/28/21
Magic - Medicine - Misery - 7/21/21
Magic - Medicine - Misery - 7/21/21
The Alcoholic Alphabet - 7/14/21
The Alcoholic Alphabet - 7/14/21
Hard to Believe - 7/7/21
Hard to Believe - 7/7/21
Housewives and Hangovers - 6/30/21
Housewives and Hangovers - 6/30/21
Get Out of Jail Free - 6/23/21
Get Out of Jail Free - 6/23/21
Dr. Chinese Food - 6/16/21
Dr. Chinese Food - 6/16/21
Cheers - 6/8/21
Cheers - 6/8/21
Surf's Up - 6/2/21
Surf's Up - 6/2/21
The Guru - 5/26/21
The Guru - 5/26/21
The Gift - 5/19/21
The Gift - 5/19/21
Here, Kitty Kitty - 5/12/21
Here, Kitty Kitty - 5/12/21
Harry Potter - 5/5/21
Harry Potter - 5/5/21
Defects - 4/28/21
Defects - 4/28/21
Meeting Each Other Backwards - 4/21/21
Meeting Each Other Backwards - 4/21/21
The Mustard Seed - 4/7/21
The Mustard Seed - 4/7/21
What's So Funny? - 3/31/21
What's So Funny? - 3/31/21
One Night in Bangkok - 3/24/21
One Night in Bangkok - 3/24/21
The Goat - 3/17/21
The Goat - 3/17/21
The Rootball - 3/10/21
The Rootball - 3/10/21
God Shot - 3/3/21
God Shot - 3/3/21
The Bonfire - 2/24/21
The Bonfire - 2/24/21
Insanity - 2/17/21
Insanity - 2/17/21
The Web - 2/10/21
The Web - 2/10/21
The Snow Globe - 4/14/21
The Snow Globe - 4/14/21
Meditation - 2/3/21
Meditation - 2/3/21
Screwed - 1/27/21
Screwed - 1/27/21
The Lotus - 1/20/21
The Lotus - 1/20/21
Kintsugi - 1/13/21
Kintsugi - 1/13/21
But I'm An Atheist - 1/6/21
But I'm An Atheist - 1/6/21
You just don't understand. - 12/31/20
You just don't understand. - 12/31/20
Praying for the TKO - 12/29/20
Praying for the TKO - 12/29/20
The Beekeeper - 12/27/2020
The Beekeeper - 12/27/2020
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