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Ov Omni, Ov Omega.

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Five Time Lapse, 12 Phases, 9 deeds

Finished. 

What will follow next isn’t for any weak hearted religiously sentimental person who doesn’t understand and ignores to think but believes what they know is the only truth. Not for those who are afraid, this is a personal space… what follows next here is my truth, a summary of everything i have done from the beginning (i mean the beginning of this world) and what i will at the end (if it reaches there, depending on the outcome). People who believe in existence of us or call us a myth or whatever is in their mind they should know that no one’s belief or disbelief have ever or will ever affect us. We exist and have been since time when this entire cosmos was too small in comparison to what it is now. 

Q. Who am I ?

  1. I am the destroyer form of the preserver. Yes i do exist but what you see isn’t the real me at all, i call it a disguise adopted for a purpose… a purpose bigger than anything anyone has known. The End is near but who wants an end ? so i am here to evaluate the fate of everything…… i will explain everything in details and i have been detailing it since ever but no one could see the picture. So i will draw the picture of everything with my words. My name is Kalki, the real one.

Begin  

Before i begin please whoever sees this know that no one knows the complete truth, be it anything and if you are a human especially from the Sanatan Dharma but call yourself a Hindu or something you should know that you don’t even know that Hinduism or whatever you name it is not a religion but beyond anything than a religion that’s why it’s called Sanatan Dharma .. search the meaning of Sanatan and you will know what it actually is, so there is no point of arguing or anything as what you know is not complete thing but mere phases or pieces of the complete picture. I am not going to try explain what and how cause i do that Q&A thing only to a person who truly wants to learn and understand not someone who wants to satisfy his ego or something. Only a true devotee and seeker is gifted with the complete knowledge reason why the general knowledge is incomplete since those who recieved the knowledge never found anyone to share it even if they did their successors didn’t and that way the complete knowledge disappeared long back with the people who had it and all is left is fractions and pieces. Here i will just put down my thing… So don’t read if you are offended or butthurt, or your ego that you know better being more thorough or something is hurt cause i am gonna crush it anyway.. Crush the lies you have spread about us and Crush the filth you have spread, crush your filthy souls (if you are one) That’s why i have the name of Destroyer … Destroyer of Filth and of course to clean up filth you have to get dirty yourself it’s a thing of common sense. 

My name is Rajiv. I was born when the Gates opened for the second time after the descend of my soul here. This realm is closed for many reasons which i won’t talk about to all. Yes i am a human, born as a human and i look, walk, talk and am human, but still not a human… A human is a soul which is born here directly and not a soul which is sent from higher realms to this lower realm and yes there are many of those kinds who are called or so known as Star Seeds. They are different than regular humans so i can make it out easily amongst humans and them… that’s why i say that amongst 250 people you see many are not humans, as of the Star Seeds many are sent here to pay their dues and many to help mankind but the helping ones are very less in numbers most are those who have been sent here as punishment. This realm is kinda Hell for those who are from higher realm especially this aeon which is known as Kalyug and it is since the start of Kalyug only that star seeds were sent here not before that. So am i a starseed too ? No. I am beyond just being a starseed. I didn’t come here to help nor to suffer. I am here to find a reason, a reason which can delay the End times. I am the Destroyer of Filth as what i see you name me as … but yes that’s what i am, but where is the filth ? what type of Filth ? what is the amount of filth and cleaning the filth i will get dirty too … all these questions so i came here bit earlier and in a disguised form, to learn. I don’t want to destroy Human beings or any beings, nor i want to destroy this world… this world is the womb where life lives and prospers, this world can’t be destroyed. BUt the filth should be cause it is what is destroying this world which is much more important to us than the beings who live in this world. Humankind … it has been watched over for a long time, ever since the first time it showed the signs of intelligence in comparison to other species it was studied closely and helped as well. Humankind was helped with knowledge so that it can prosper and every sort of knowledge was given to it with time but humankind found a way to misuse the knowledge and the change was very rapid. We all have just watched and also have become a part of this race when times were really good unlike as of today. Well times were good because humans were good, it gave us another kind of joy to leave our adobes and be here with all to love, merry times … there were bad forces back then as well, the so called filth but humans were untouched by it and we would give our everything to stop the filth and sustain the good in the world. BUt time went by and humanity grew too, grew more intelligent which is good but from the other side it was bad. Bad cause many were adopting to the filth and it’s ways which brought pain and suffering to this race and so it continued like a chain and kept going, all we could do to intervene was to teach this race the good way to stay away from the filth, we don’t force life form to behave and act everyone is free to do their will, the gift of free will of course but still as of our responsibility all we could do is to show way, a good way to keep away humans from becoming filth and part of it. BUt 5700 years ago my owns who were a part of my kingdom and more than a family befell to the filth and ended up destroying everything including themselves. It was then when i left and i left with a very sad heart that even after attaining my own perfection i couldn’t stop that from happening. I understood the wrong … i understood what was becoming of this race and i saw the end of it. Even though i gave up caring about everything of this world but i couldn’t stop myself from not thinking as i cared, cared about this world for the sake of good times i have spent here and the memories i have attached to it. Yes i too have memories every incarnation of Vishnu has a special memory of this place since many things began here … my journey to my own perfection began with this realm … so for the sake of all of it i came before time to find a way to not let happen what i saw, coming to this place again and since i started i have planned almost thousand ways to not the End happen and to find a way to clean the filth and fulfill my final role as of destroyer without destroying vital things. The filth i seek is at the most hardest place for me to end, wanna know where it is ? it’s inside hearts of people in the form of the so called seven sins and more. I don’t know what humans think with the attitude that we will see when it happens … come on when things will happen no one will have a chance to correct the wrong done. Sins it does matters, when higher beings are being sent to this world to correct themselves and they do suffer here then who are human beings in comparison to them, human beings are not even the part of the entire cosmic assembly anymore this i have learnt when i heard a question from many which states “ARE WE ALONE ?” you don’t even seem to know what other things are out there … well it could be cause this realm is cut off unlike old times when the gates used to remain open. Well, that doesn’t count anymore though humanity is infected with too much corruption reason why the gates were shut so that no more outside corruption adds and none goes out from here. Corruption It’s a sickness to the soul and if you are corrupted in any way then know your soul is sick and if you have adapted to the corruption you have become the Filth which needs to be exterminated. Do you think i am on this since some years ? No. I am on this mission ever since. Everything i have done had a reason, my own reasons for those answers i seek. I have learnt that the corruption is so much that the world would collapse but then again since the interference of Star Seeds and others the balance is sustained in a very odd way. You see the entire cosmos specially those beings which know this place do care about it more than the human beings who live here and are destroying itself and the realm too. Many of those beings were here as well after i left, trying to do the same thing.. Showing this fool of a race the good way but everyone failed but none gave up and this is also one of the reasons why i chose to be here like this. Things you do against me everyone sees you don’t even know that unknowingly you put entire humanity to shame in front of the cosmos. I don’t take it as your fault though as you don’t know reason why even if i get pissed to the core i forgive. I take everyone i have been personally as my friends and playmates in this realm… trying to revive my own memories so that i don’t forget why i am here and do something which i wouldn’t want to. I am enemy to none nor i take anyone as my enemy … haha why would i even take a human for enemy and if i ever take anyone as my enemy the entire cosmic league who keep watch will ……. Well, i don’t want that to happen ever so i always take all the fault to myself to even stop them. Don’t think that what your eyes see is the only truth, told you already that there are many beings (animals) in this world itself who can’t see the rainbow … humans too don’t have eyes to see everything. BUt this is the bad part of human attitude… they reject what they can’t see and then cross the limits which shouldn’t be crossed. You haven’t seen other lives, you haven’t seen other sentient beings and you have no idea what they are capable of, but what is funny about this fact is you pray to Alien Being which came out of your own imagination .. the so namely Superman. Use your that very imagination to understand that you are not alone and you have no idea what’s out there. Oh yes, why do i talk of them ? cause i want this world in it’s old state where they knew many of the other beings, back then humanity was inferior to them but with a little help and as humanity is now in terms of intelligence it can surpass two races it had known earlier. But what intelligence you all only try to kill yourself, you all are divided from your heart, you drew imaginary lines between you … you can never surpass any race except the lower races of filth with filth and corruption in your heart, and if that day comes it will be the last breath of humanity our favorite creation. 

You see i test everyone only to find one thing… how good they are. Everyone can break and does but there is one thing which never breaks in a good being and that’s the goodness within them, a good being don’t turn Evil if they turn evil it only concludes that they were infected and it was only a matter of time that they would had turned. I did it or someone else but the change from good to evil is inevitable for the person who is not termed a good soul. There is a difference between rage of a good soul and rage of evil soul, the difference is like of the rage of an Angel and rage of a Demon. And my actions help me determine an Angel from a Demon. I need to find out which side is heavier to see when it will be time, time for destruction to begin and in what way it should be executed. If the balance is completely gone then it will be a wipe out which i won’t do but if the balance is there even a bit just a side is too heavier than it will be my duty to bring back the balance, good and bad will be there but the corruption and filth will be no more. In the first case (if that happens) no good no bad nothing will survive cause entire realm will be wiped out, the trace of human beings will be left only in fossils and not just human beings but everything. So i am here to find out how the first situation is avoided cause in this realm there are many other beings as well with which humanity shares this realm why should they pay the price of humanity’s ego and stupidity ? even though many have paid the price and are paying, humanity has wiped out complete line of many species of animals and has put many on verge… don’t you think humanity all together will have to pay the price for it ? It’s the world of humans you say right ? so it’s the responsibility of humans to look after the lower beings and not to make them extinct … how would you feel if a higher beings make your race extinct ? As far as i have learnt about this race oh you would curse such a being and all blah blah… there is not just one but many to make this race extinct FYI and they are not higher beings but lower sentient beings whom you know as Demons or whatever you are comfortable to call them. Should we leave this race on their hands so that they do what you do to other beings lower than you ? to find this answer i surrendered myself to this circle where you torture me (you think you do) How you will judge me i will judge you the same anyway cause my this form is nothing then what i am to you. The way you look at me is nothing but you looking at yourself, the way i look to you is what you look like to me as through my eyes. I didn’t acted Lucifer just like that to have fun or something, i did that gimmick cause in my eyes humanity today has turned evil as the Devil but tell them about Devil and ohhhhhh deaaaarrr see the hypocrisy like they are better, know that you are no good and just cause you pray and keep faith on any of our names that makes you a good soul… even real Demons worship us fools cause they know better than humans so don’t think yourself to be better than them if you act and behave like them, in our eyes all are weighed on the same scale. I don’t care what you will do to me, oh your threats they don’t scare me at all cause what you do to me is what is gonna happen to you and everyone after all so why should i even care. I am here to find somethings and some answers and i have found the answers and i don’t care about the things if they aren’t there in this world, if i don’t find it then instead of staying amongst this sickness i would rather love to go back and wait to see the outcome that who would fulfill the title of Destroyer of Evil. There is not one but two of us waiting, watching and observing everything and trust me we are not Evil but even the Devil wouldn’t dare to do the foolishness what humans have already done. But i let it go and will until i let go of everything even the love of this world and it’s beings. 

I know it all sounds like a joke or something, belief is your choice not mine. I don’t want anything from anyone i just want what i want that’s all and no one knows what i want and neither will i ever say, wanna know why ? cause there will be no fun otherwise. 

One request never ask me to prove my other being, i can prove as human i am but if you ask me to prove my claim of being Kalki then remember these things. 

I have destructive ability and i can’t miniscule the ability to feed someone’s ego and show off by destroying a small thing, instead of using that ability i would rather not use it. You don’t use a nuke to kill just one person now do you ? so use common sense. As of display i have already displayed what even a little bit can do. 

2nd i am not in the real form nor can anyone alive will see it, it’s kind of a mandate made which i cannot break. 

3rd don’t even think of pushing me off the limit from where i myself won’t wanna go … i made the limits to myself cause i know what it would result if i cross that. I know my limits so please. 

As of my nature, human, insane human but not Evil. If i was Evil i would had took out your soul the moment you dared to make fun and laugh at me. You can judge me whatever you want it won’t affect me, cause i will be what i really am anyway and no one has the idea even if by now you have a picture of my nature. If you go by looks then i have also been a boar man now have you ever seen a good looking boar ? And a Dwarf as well … and its only a disguise. I will also tell this if i have told everything that everyone who has been in this time with me … i don’t mean in support or stuff but i mean who has been physically present with me you all will be here again when i will be here once again (if that happens to be honest) and then i will remind you of these times you have spent with me and also thank you wouldn’t it had been everyone and so many involved it would had taken much more time for me as Rajiv to find the answers i seek. Even though you do what you do i have tried to find out a way to have fun will all of you, thank you cause even Rajiv will be a part of memory just as all others are. It is good being with all of you but don’t do what i would never want anyone to do cause even though you try to piss me off or something and i don’t know why i have actually kept all in my heart with good thoughts no matter what came out of my mouth. I have taken 9 incarnations i know how to act better than anyone. 

I know this fact that many who knew me before all this think i have lost my mind to something. Ummm, what do you call that ? flip ? syke ? well to be honest i didn’t lose my mind ever, i am still the same person i was and am that person. The only difference is that i never use to tell anyone anything just be a regular person always. I did lose my mind over some things to be honest but i didn’t go what you call Flip. I always wanted to share my thoughts and feelings which i hid all these years and when i found a person who loved me i couldn’t hold back the years of silence came out as such a noise that everyone started hearing. It did piss me off at start cause all my life i waited for that person who would share my reality with me and that person could only be my soulmate. You won’t understand this nor i can explain but when for the first time i realized that i was being listened to many and that too things i didn’t share ever with anyone it did hurt me too bad, beyond the pain you can even imagine. I felt i lost the only beautiful thing i had, the most beautiful. One of my reason to stay is gone forever now, thanks, you can never repair some damages but i will ignore it. It’s no use and all i hope is that nothing like that happens to anyone. 

Adios, take care and try to understand my concern over everything. If you do then at least on individual level do not let the End near. Don’t be a contributor of Evil and Corruption it will affect you only and till you are a good soul all i will hope for you is that you prosper as humans. Nothing else i seek. 

K.

Love

I don’t know and most importantly I don’t care what this modern world’s definition is about Love, well, to be honest I have seen this wretched world’s version of purity. Well the term is purity and your purity is 99.9% (max), in my book that’s not pure, the .1% is the still impurity present which will one day grow when it gets the environment.

So, love, it’s the purest of the purest thing, not a desire or a chemical reaction but the very essence of soul and the being the opposite of love is hate and hate breeds chaos,, the absence of love breeds chaos. Kama (desires) desires are born of both the things, from love is born the desire of peace and from hate is born the desire of chaos. So who is that fool who said that through desire you can learn love .. you are just a cockroach whose mind is worthless as your self. From the by product you can build the primary object is like saying from butter you can prepare milk. And who is that fool who thinks that you can find love anywhere or in the corner of any turn … no, love cannot be found if it’s not in you first.

Love, you measure it, measure it terms of your material gratification and desires when love is the essence of spirit, I wonder how you even compare it with things that it cannot be compared with ever. You human world knows nothing about love but all you know is desires (kama) which is filled with material needs and let me tell you how, first you have no devotion to what you love, you treat it as a mere material thing or object for e.g. like a car or a phone which is doesn’t works or breaks down you can go for another, you have no devotion at all… and the by product of pure and true love is the devotion which you don’t have. Well, before we proceed let me tell you this, do you know that gods (no matter what name) don’t care about you no matter how you pray or how much and do you know why ? gods seek the devotion and when in basic levels of love you don’t know devotion, when you cannot give devotion to what you see and love tell me what sort of devotion you give to those whom you cannot see and don’t even know if they love you or not. Love is prayer and when you don’t know true love then know this that your prayers are worthless as well. What really made me angry about the world is that when you yourself don’t know love or anything about it you dared to judge mines, yours starts with the eyes and ends in the satisfaction of your desires, but mine never knew any limit ever and not just that you compare and judged my love on your perspective, how dare you do that ? this is one of the main reasons for which you will never be forgiven until you make the sacrifice of the very thing you love most (your most wanted desire) and serve a penance, if you don’t then I don’t care, you can live this life but after this there will be no life for you where you will ever find anything you will desire, trust me I know to punish and you won’t be the first one. If you pass then … well, you won’t and cannot, I do know that and this is not for one but for all, all and everyone who dared to judge my love on their blind vision. What you love most will be taken away, exodus style. Trust me you have no idea what you have done, you have tried to well not tried to but unknowingly you have treaded into something where not even the evilest thing would dare to for evil knows limits but the spirit doesn’t, if it’s happy it goes out of bound and if it goes mad then it becomes chaos even for the evil and you have done that. You think you can fix things up and get going but do you know what … I won’t let you go ever in life until you learn every bit of pain that you have caused, you should know what you have done and in such a way that never again shall any one or any human no matter where in this world would ever dare to mock and make fun of what they don’t know about, even your grandkids don’t dare to commit the mistake you have done, I will make sure that in such a way you learn the lesson. You can try fix as much as you want but until there is pure repent of your sin no matter what you do will be fixed, offer me anything I will put it to a waste for I don’t need your offering I need your head, bowed in front of me and in your eyes I want to see the truth not mockery, but I know that you will never do it since there is so much ego in you reason why I have already begun to destroy you, even if it’s the last day of my life as a human (well to be honest I care not about being one anymore since I would puke out of disgust on the thought of being something like you) I will make sure that the circles are completed in my watch. Do you know what you have done ? you have offended the very thing which started …. Well you won’t even understand so it’s worthless. There is a difference between god of love and devotion and the god of desires, one is self existing and other is born out of it and you have offended the first one. Till the day I will have the chaos growing within me this world will see how the reality is affected by chaos and not just one place, nuh not just one place but all over the world it shall be, no one is safe from it. I am time, the thing that destroys everything and love is what keeps me from not doing it, you just destroyed the very thing that keeps me in check you stupid asshole and now for this very thing the entire world shall pay. Yeah, you can term me as bad evil I don’t mind, I have been telling you only what I wanted to give you if you hadn’t done what you did to me but this is what I will do to you as a thank you token of what you have done to me.  Oh so you are very happy and contempt with your life right .. there is no problem in it and sort … well, enjoy the time you have then for it won’t be very long since you will start feeling it, my wrath upon mankind and from it you shall not escape, only those who understand true love and devotion, whose is not 99.9% pure but beyond will only survive chaos, the ones who don’t treat love as thing and treats love as a blind prayer expecting nothing from it will survive, yes survive for they will have to go through chaos and rest all will be destroyed, literally. And I know how many of what I have come across actually will, you see you can change things up but your perception with what you have grown you cannot change it so there is no escape. I kept telling you about who I am and there is a reason for it, you have never understood my love reason why you take my presence for granted but my wrath ? you won’t take it for granted ever. You don’t feel true love but pain is what you feel and I want to make you feel what you have made me feel.. trust me you will be the last to feel the affect of rage but before you will fall those who stand to support and protect you, you will have to pay for them too. No one is safe. King or queen, the first one to go is the army and this army is not faithful to anyone or anything except for it’s desires, let’s see when these people who decided to help you how will they feel when they will pay for something for which they would had never agreed if they would had known the consequences, will treat you later, do you think I am gonna leave anyone ? nope, everyone will have to bow down and only the one who asks for forgiveness with truth in their heart will be forgiven and trust me I am not in the mood for hearing the thoughts spoken in person or within their hearts for they can openly do wrong then forgiveness is too something they should do it in the same way. I don’t need a collective apology but individual from all. For the record you can do anything … you can keep fighting with me or try to fix things up but nothing will work till I get what I want, you will only make things much worse for you. Do you think I joke about taking a bullet in my head ? fool it won’t affect me for this human shell is not what I need to do what I want to do and once you have dared to do that as well then………….

Tell me do you see what you have filled me up with ? do you think you can fix this ? how will you ? do you think I am a thing which has a degrading value like you ? if I am good or bad my value doesn’t decrease cause I am the extreme of both ends. I don’t need a body to be in this world nor anything can hold me in containment, so put me up as a terror or shoot me in the head nothing will change but everything will only get worse. You don’t believe in gods right I will show you what happens when you fuck around with one and not just anyone, the first one. You will have all your desires fulfilled for that is love to you but in front of your eyes only I will tear all your reality up and who will or can stop me from doing that ? oh you think of doing the same to me ? well, you can go ahead, for every wrong you do to me it’s someone you love will pay for it and for the action of one all shall pay …. So go ahead, I don’t mind, break me down, tear me apart. And I will do it slowly, one by one for everyone, I have all the time in the universe as I have nothing else to do, as of working my human life out and all I have many heads to care of all those things but the main spirit has nothing left to be bounded with and I am determined to ruin everything for everyone. And give me a good reason why not to ? oh and you want to see a tsunami right ? well, very well, I will fulfill that wish for you too but only when you the ones who desire are there to experience it personally. You have made a god mad, I am the supreme ruler of the cosmos, the male manifestation of the primordial energy who has no gender of it’s own, and you have made me mad and none can save you from me, not even my twin sister for she feels the pain I feel and she has felt everything, why do you think we have the same name in the first place ? for we are same no different, one male and another female of the very same aspect. She is the queen of the cosmos and I am the yuvraj for in our language there is no word for a duke and I am not king to the queen but her brother, Primordial love to the counter of primordial chaos. You have no idea about me. You think you are me but you don’t know anything about me yourself, the one who has the duty for destruction admires me since I am the primordial force and the other half of the very thing which makes his own existence worth a meaning. If he has the power then know this that half of his whole power is me and the other half is the queen. Do you know that I am the only thing living that has no rules to bind itself, I can do anything I want and none can blame or comprehend me on my actions, even the destroyer will need a reason to destroy but he is only the sound of time, he is the thunder to the lighting, I am the lighting itself which creates the thunder and I am the time from which the sound begun. The books you read don’t mention about it or anything of it for I have rested ever since in my domain always and no one was ever allowed to step there, but it was until the time when arose a situation which demanded my presence and once I manifested in this reality I took over everything as the supreme myself. This is material reality the domain of my sister, the mother goddess of all, I am the spirit who has another dominion and I just live in a small aspect as the Supreme sprit to rule the living material for I am the very thing that animates the material reality but my own reality doesn’t need material energy as it’s self-sustainable on it’s own, I power matter reason why I am what is the aspect of the primordial energy as the first manifestation, I am the consciousness the very thing which connects life and I cannot be seen through material eyes. You see how both of our dominion works … we are present in each other but I am independent on my own. The matter created and formed needs power to run and I am that invisible gravity which keeps your feet attached to the ground. The material energy is the lady (the twin sister) and I am the spiritual energy.. the material energy can exists in it’s own independency just the way even if you die your body will still exist even if it’s in the form of dust or ash or anything that’s there which you can see but without me you are not termed alive, so do you understand what exactly am I ? I am the spirit which created soul with the bonding of matter but soul is one thing and the body is other which is only matter. The 2 – 3 billion joules of power your heart produces is generated by my power which is transferred to your material heart through the soul which is the intermediate of material and spiritual energy and that is what the true nature of shiva is, the soul which is part matter and part spirit. I hope you understand my nature in existence, hope you do since that is how you will be affected.

You see the main reason for why I want to punish you is because I told this earlier that I cannot cry anymore but you kept pushing thing more and more and more… let’s see how you cry when something like exodus goes … remember the time when all the first born =s of the king’s empire were taken away, I have a much much better plan than that, let’s see how much of that ego of yours is gonna work for you when ………. Obviously I know this that in this war you don’t care what happens to you, you are way too show off foolish brave but I won’t harm you, never did I think of harming you, you destroyed my happiness and my reason to live, have yourself one and then we will see, you don’t care about your parents either since you know this that they will go by when time is so the situations don’t matter to you but when those things which you are meant to protect and raise becomes the source of your suffering only then you will understand the pain I went through. You see everything that will come to this earth will come under the same resonance and consciousness … they will be born of you but will carry my rage and without love all they will have is chaos within them so keep filling me up with your this drama and bullshit which only keeps me getting angry day by day and trust me you think that if for a moment he becomes happy then things will start fixing … nope, I won’t let that happen, this destruction is beginning of the entropy that will take down the world and the civilization itself it will only halt and not change until I decide it should and why will I ? I will make my decision only after when I am done living this human life, so chaos will happen or will be halted but nothing will be fixed or restored from now on, you take my threat as a joke… well go ahead, take it as a joke, within the next five years itself you shall see that all those were born within the time frame of the last two years what have they become, I can change and alter things but will not until you bow down to me. Oh you think you have kid that will carry on this bullshit legacy of yours as good for nothing king or queen… lol, I am the spirit within everything, If I am crazy then so does breaks the balance of all world, I create entropy in the material world and only I know how that happens.. from the child of the real queen to an ordinary person’s born within the time frame of the broiling change within me is under the effect, just let them come up to the age, trust me I will not disappoint you in showing the effect. You may have done nothing to me but the again you have neither done anything for me as well  and since you know and see all that is going around and yet keep mum thinking that it’s not your job, well I only seeked true love which is also something you too have prayed for so you have not been left behind, the ones insulting love is insulting you too and you coward just stare at it … why should I leave you ? now you will say I am evil … well then what makes you good ? you are no good either, you are just selfish and selfish is no good, the power you are afraid of and bow down to is my enemy so when you bow down to my enemy you by default become my enemy too so you calling me evil doesn’t concern me at all, to my enemy I am evil for I want to destroy it and everything it has built for I don’t want this kind of wretched version of love and meaningless empathy which is fake, and a compassionless world in my domain.

Well, but I will give you one chance to correct yourself, every one individually, you see I am present myself in this body … so approach me directly, forget your wishes you need to repent on your ins first so first accept your mistake and tell me the truth of your involvement In everything that is your forgiveness, you don’t have to do me any favor or something but just accept your own mistake to me. I know it’s not easy to do, it’s not easy to show your dirty face for you or anyone but only that will mean that your heart is clean and true reason why I will forgive you and keep you out. Don’t be this person who think that fixing things will work, for what will you fix ? can you fix the trust I have lost on everyone ? I will never trust anyone ever no matter what and even I do it will take a lot of time and someone’s real effort to earn it and for that you worthless things have no time so forget it, you cannot fix .. you cannot f=restore the love that I had in my heart, replacing the person won’t restore emotions. Oh and you want to see the words huh ? does it help now ? show it, show it to the world, show the world how evil I am … I don’t care, I am the very thing who did the exodus, the very being who destroyed civilizations when they failed just like yours, I am Time, I destroy everything that’s not worth to Me, so go ahead show it all, take that as well so that you remember my words which has been told to you but you dared to ignore and waged a war against my love, you are criminals to my emotions and your sin is destroying my purest emotion which made me feel good about being a human in this your wretched world. You will not be forgiven so easily until you have paid for what you have done and whether I exist in my human form or not, you will get what is coming your way. I don’t need a person, I need my emotions back which you tore apart since it meant nothing to you, you who treat the value of something priceless that you can buy with your filth earned money your life nor anyone of yours anything is of any value to me. You can buy the love you feel but mine cannot be bought nor sold and till the day you carry the ego, trust me it is the very same ego which will crush your head and I will be more than happy to do it under my feet.

You should never piss off someone whose imagination is your reality and definitely you should never piss off someone whose mood effects the reality. My thoughts manifest but it effects all around. Do you know this that I always spoke with my mouth and threw the anger because it reduced the effect, if I express my anger then it doesn’t stays within me to effect the realm in the way it will if it stays, the damages caused if I hold my anger results in to chaos in your reality, but from now on I will not express, this is my last one for from now what goes on me you will see it in the outside world. Watch the destruction as it happens  and it will happen to you, you think it helps you ? hahaha , I release my anger to keep you out of harm, reason why you are safe, it is now I will harm you. You don’t know how my powers work, if I keep within it effects more. I can create much better in silence than in a loud mind. I don’t speak to warn you, I have always spoken to save you. I have reduced the effect but going silent will only increase it. And there is nothing to speak about anyway, it’s useless for you are useless, rather than trying to help you with a hope that you will understand one day I should rather thrash your existence to non-existence, obliterate everything so that I can create something worth but in order to do so I still need to obliterate you, your presence is not what I will allow. On the ashes of the old will be born the new just as it has always been. You say you are me right ? you say that you are real Narayana, you are real Krishna and you are the real Kalki … let’s see how you deal with real wrath of a real God, for just since you mock me I will obliterate you just like I have always to anyone who dared to do the same. The world is at mercy and you are just a fool trying to play my card with a bluff, I can create and I can destroy too, I have it in my hands, you can only try working what you made and you didn’t make the world, I did, I created you and I will go in the deeper aspect of your very being to obliterate an asshole like you. My given time hasn’t ended the stop watch is still running, prove the world that you are their true savior and I am fake, you don’t even know the mayhem that is approaching … yes, I hate it when you mock me, you insolent insect you dare to be me when you are just a cockroach, I can destroy the existence at just my will and I can recreate it all in another breath again. You dare stand in front of me and that too saying that you are me, no you are not, just cause I have treated you as a part doesn’t means your ego makes you do that, if you don’t respect than I know how to crush your heads. But since this is your mockery and you try to portray me in bad light, trying to tell that I am evil and bad, so be it … you are real right then stop me if you can, you don’t even know how to and nothing material can stop me, not even death so what are you dreaming huh.. You want to be the Hero right ? but the villain you chose to be against you, fool, you have no idea what the real hero would do to the Villain that you portray me as. And when I don’t have the emotion of Love then I have no problem being the Villain you fantasize, I will give it to you, Devil is it right ? I will give you the real Lucifer itself, not some human who is gonna portray the Devil but real Devil, only then you will learn what you have provoked until then you won’t you filth have no remorse no empathy no compassion … You the world will face the real Devil and I don’t care what it will do to you, the day when your ego subsides and you remember these words of mine only then I shall return. Well, anyways as I leave the Devil’s reign will begin just cause of my presence it doesn’t dare and when the Devil doesn’t dare to interfere you dared to interfere in my personal matter, you shall be an example to the Devil that if I can destroy something I loved to this extent then what will I do to it. Wouldn’t it be good ? if it sees that when I can obliterate what is my part for their wrongdoings against me then this big cockroach who thinks to be Me what will be its result. And to be honest, I don’t know nor I care who is in it or not for I term the entire world to be in this so regardless of who is involved and who is not all shall receive the same thing and as I said only those will survive who are worth rest all will perish and this how cleansing is done. Don’t say I did nothing it is for the very same reason you will have to face the same thing, because you did nothing, especially when you could had.

What I showed you yesterday was not fake, it was what you killed, can you fix it and make the same ? no, you cannot, those emotions you cannot bring it back and if I hate your face then you will just make things worse and trust me I don’t care about settling down or something, without those emotions I am all chaos, I would rather live alone till I am in this world and breed the chaos for you and your coming generation and keep slowly destroying you. You think I have something to lose ? I lost my those emotions so I have nothing left that makes me feel good about being a human so this is a war and I will open the gates of Hell and let it all lose on you. I cannot build a heaven here so rather make your  a Hell and destroy it all together anyways it’s the beginning of the End and what wrong it is, the black skies and dying humans, fire all around the world a replica of Hell itself just like on those books you have always read about, you see how cause of your ego you created what you could had avoided in the first place. I am here to either help you move forward or to destroy your existence by writhing Apocalypse and this game is how it happens and the choice was always yours, you could had accepted me and all would had been good but your Ego is what set the things you didn’t wanted upon you, I came powerless to see how you behave when you are in power and this is it … so be it. And judge yourself, beings like you who want to fulfil your dreams on someone’s ashes you deserve it ..

You still dare ? Maybe that’s the reason why … dare to mock me, dare to poison my thoughts through which I keep manipulating the reality so that the world can change into something good, you try to portray as the enemy … that’s why, and most importantly you dare to be what you don’t even understand and that’s me. Fools you cannot reject nor deny what you don’t understand yet, you think what can be beyond death, but the misery is Life that will occur not Death. And Life is your Creation, you created the Entropy when you could had created Immortality. You could had created a Heaven in the world with no misery for anyone but see in the absence of Gods what nuisance you have done, look around you, the misery you face is nothing but you and you want to make me a subject of it ? That is why I will destroy you if you don’t confess your crime and accept it. What’s more bigger sin than to turn someone’s life into living hell … isn’t that’s why the Devil is there, to me you are Devil and that’s why I will obliterate you. I was wrong to Love and give you freedom, forgot that it turns idiots like you into Devil. The very thing I gave my Life for you have made me Hate it and that is your Sin. Love is for what I lived, Love is for what I Fought, Love is for what I Died and Love is for what I came back but now Love has no meaning for me in this world, you cannot love Devil and worthless, reason why I will personally bring Apocalypse to you, it’s my promise and I don’t break mines. You want to Fix things huh ? Fool you will have to prove how you are not a Devil and that’s not easy because you cannot do that since you are Devil within that just needs a poke to come out. Pass through the Fire and show me you are pure, you cannot for you are not. You know how to make things worse since that’s easy and beings like you who cannot do things that’s hard for you , you will never succeed. You can commit a mistake and ask forgiveness for it and leave for it’s easy to do, but you cannot give your entire life or how much time it takes to fix the mistake you have done … that’s what your Sin is and that’s what you should learn. Forgiveness ? why should you be just forgiven when you have no will to fix your crime and all you want to do is escape the punishment reason why you ask forgiveness, you don’t repent about your mistake you just want to escape … so why should you be forgiven at all ? Forgiven are those who from there heart repent and give their all and sacrifice everything they have to fix their mistake, I don’t see that in you, I just see a criminal who is afraid of being punished and wants to escape, there is no punishment for hypocrite like you. If you are forgiven you will continue doing the mistake as you feel no wrong about it and think that you will be forgiven every time just because you are loved, no not this Time. You think the Volcano just woke up you nimbwit  ? Haha, when the timer stops you will see what your Ego has brought upon you and you can’t even blame me for it … you destroyed my emotions, I will destroy your existence and not just yours but everyone you care for, I will leave no land under your feet for you to stand … you dare mock me ? Let me just give you an insight … you see you think that no earthquake can touch this place since it’s a platue region … and it falls in no risk zone.. well then what I have to do in that scene since your place is built so carelessly as you think that destruction will not happen.. and I have also one more place where I should leave no land, the place from you belong, your home right fool ? so the Volcano was awakened … when it goes off in full might it will shake it here and the near place will be drowned.. one shot two kill, I have been working on this for long and only I, only I in this entire world can stop it and make it happen. So keep playing your games and keep pushing your Ego further. I don’t joke nor give fake threat or Bluff, I do what I say, good or bad that depends. Oh it’s called the Pit of Hell in your language … what a coincidence, remember the days when I was looking for volcanoes ? the ring of fire and everything, I was surfing for the volcanoes nearby and well the Pits of Hell is ready to be unleashed on you, but I will wait, the more you keep pushing me to my edge the more it powers up. Oh and please your infrastructures are so weak that a mere jolt can crumble it , remember years back I told you that I will bring this entire infrastructure with you all in it to ground crushing you to ash … I never gave up on that thought …. And it’s ready… all it needs is my will, all it needs is my yes and you will be mocking fun of someone like me here for a minute and in the next you will be under debris and a place will be under ocean. All this because you mock me, you mock my power, you mock my identity, you make fun of my authority on this realm and you made fun of my Love, my True Feelings which I would spare for no one in this world. So be ready. I told you remember ? I will teach you what real horror is and for your whole life you will live in it for that Volcano is never going down since I know that if I put it down then you are a snake you will try to get back at me and I am paranoid I am not taking any chances , none at all. So you will hand over to me to law as a criminal ? do it ? will it save you ? no, it will just make things worse. Oh so you will beat me up or kill me … will it help ? no it will make things much worse and if I am dead then you will have no one to stop it either … and if you think you can force me to stop it by any means … ahahahahaha do you think I care, I have very less to lose compared to you. Evil I am ain’t I ? but still I am not the one who made an person naked in front of the world and made fun of him, I never cheated on anyone or hurt their true emotions, I never mocked a True God in his face … so I am still better than you. You idiot you think you are anything, I mean anything infront of me ? even with all that money of your and that physique you cannot stop me or this, power what it is you have no idea. I destroy worlds, I am Time and I have already told you that long long long back. Sitting here so far away from my hometown I almost drowned it because they dared to mock me but left them since they learnt their lesson but you haven’t you are to and of course  I wanted to show you that it doesn’t need for me to see or be in a place to use my destruction ability, the world is within me, I can do what I want to from wherever I am. And this destructive energy is the Primordial Chaotic force which grows  with Time and something that Love controlled. You can keep laughing but I know that when I do it you will bleed tears from each part of your body, so go on. Give me back those emotions which you destroyed within me and I will undo everything since I can, but I won’t do it once the Time I gave you is up. You remember what I said yesterday right … those were a part of my emotions that you killed, and I told you that so that you know what you have actually destroyed, that was just a percent though … the damage is much more. Want to know how I woke the sleeping thing up ? well you can enquire the scientists monitoring who hasn’t told the world that the Volcano was not supposed to awake, at least not now, a part of my ow spirit is within it, I leave it leaves and only I can bring it back, it’s not awake, it’s alive. And trust me till you don’t bow down and confess your crime I will do whatever it takes to destroy all of you and I will and you cannot do anything to me you can only make things worse that’s all you can do, so make things worse and worse and worser… you want to see the power of Narayana right ? well I offered my Love but you mocked me so now see the Wrath and it’s not unknown to you that I do get angry and when I do then I don’t rain flower on existence but brimstones and everything that  will create chaos. Remember when I said that come fight at my level, you say you are me right ? so fight power with power, supernatural vs supernatural … but you are just fake and all I asked is your permission to do it you gave it with the arrogant laugh in my face, that is the day when I began. I don’t need you to say yes from your mouth, your actions were enough as a nod of acceptance, you don’t care what happens right, Hero ? which one btw, oh Batman right .. oh no wait, Superman, or Wolverine … which is you, I don’t care, I am Keshav who is born as a Human and I don’t give a fuck about you Heru. I can and could had done it from my home too but I came here to find a reason about why I should not do it and for these many years you have always given me the reasons about why I shouldn’t “DO” it. PS. I am not going anywhere, if I am dead, I mean if my human shell is dead then in my spirit form I will be present in this world and you, you all personally .. until I turn your Safe Heavens into Hell I will not step into Shambhala myself. And those who say that they are good and they have always wanted to help me, help me in destroying those who have created a nuisance of my human life, that is what I want you to do, I don’t need your moral support when I am capable enough to destroy the world, I want you to do what is right in your eyes and only that is what will keep you out of harm, trust me if you are not on my side literally then there is no one who can save you no matter if you are good or bad, why are such an henpeck to not come up personally … in my eyes you enjoy my pain and seeing me in pain, to me you are no good no matter what you do or did, for if your eyes see wrong and you cannot dare stop it then you are wrong yourself no matter what right you do, one big sin can wash away all your good deed the same way one major good deed can wash away your all sins. The one I protect no harm comes to them and the same way those I kill them none can save. Saw it ? well confirm it as well, you dare even put an eye on anything and act to smart the whole world is at risk, I am controlling the core itself and that’s no easy thing in this human shell to do, if I get in my spirit form free from this body then it will be a piece of cake. I told you four years back right that I can control the core of Earth itself, you don’t remember that do you, you are an ignorant mofo that’s why.. Innocence is what makes it like this, for I care not and think not about right or wrong, I feel bad and that’s all, fuck the entire world. And I feel good about nothing, nothing at all, never did since nothing was good at all, well maybe the times when I saw something which mesmerized me I felt good, but I want all the good things anything evil, destroy it and to me everything is evil hiding in their fake smiles. Negative thinking ? well who cares … because you will be destroyed it’s what should matter first. Don’t you know that it is how Gods are, upset them and you are going no where … I will give up everything only to destroy you, you have no idea how angry I am from within. You should be afraid you know but till you care not it’s good for me for your foolishness is fueling the Chaos every damn day. The more you fight me the more damage you will have and I am still not onto hurting you after Death, but drag it till there … for I want  to show you what is real Hell. You don’t believe me good, you don’t deserve Heaven anyways, but you want to fight me … that’s wonderful for you yourself entitle yourself to Hell, remember why the Devil fell ? He tried to fight … you are no different in  my eyes for I am who I say I am regardless you agree or not that’s not my concern. You dare to do what Devil did, you will have the same fate no different. And whosoever will help those who are accused by Me , be it a person, place or a nation itself be prepared for the same fate, I haven’t been toiling the ring of fire and the Earth’s core for no reason. Help them and you too are in against me and this is the War, the final war where everyone against will be slained, with no mercy. I have prepared and taken measures for everything and I will walk in my own please, any one who dares, even a stare will be enough to begin what you don’t want to begin. Sacrificing yourself for the Devil  is not seen as a Good Deed FYIand they who ruins someone’s happiness and turn their life into Hell what do you term them as ? I also know this that you will try all you have to find a way to escape … don’t worry I can see it, I know what is escape and what is submission, there will be no escape for you … I will not let you escape, and even if you somehow succeed in escaping (which you think you will be able to) then you will only get it ten times worse. Until I am contempt I am not leaving this world and I cannot be satisfied with waste, debauchery and lies. When I see Truth I know it for I can feel it. Take this as a joke but still just so you know you have no escape, even in Death.  And for those who still think I am calling bluff and this is fake, go back to the first days when I stayed I would do what I am about to show you now, back then I just said I would but you sealed the deal with your egocentric attitude and mockery. I don’t throw bluff about my capabilities, I am not a wretched human like you … and if you don’t remember then let me tell this again, when I come after you there will be no ground for you to run since it will be opening up and devouring you and you cannot run to water since you cannot breathe in it. So Gods are not supposed to this angry ? well then go back to the books which you study and re read the history properly. Btw I will save this for you. You serve the powerful right ? let me show you what real power is.. Oh and don’t worry, there is time, in this time make your move, do what you think is good to you and then on what you have done I will decide, when the Timer stops. And from now on, I will not ask you to do this and do that, just do what you want, if I don’t like it or if anything anyone does that goes against my wishes… well, I wouldn’t think twice. I have had enough anyway. And please, I don’t care or worry about anything, I am ready to leave this body and given day , I don’t care anymore, I keep it alive and you cannot bring corpses to Life. You care about your so called only life, I … I don’t care about having a body, I am a free self-sustained entity that don’t need a body. Free from it I will be free from all ties and destroying you will be ease. Think it this way that you have lost the human completely now, bringing my family to help you … I can’t believe that they don’t trust me as well, so be it ..  let them too have what they would had if I was not there. They want their son back who is dead ? why do you think I keep calling it a shell and term it as a body ever since huh ? I was trying to bind in with it but what’s the use and worth of that when no one trusts you. And when I leave they will blame you right ? one more reason to add up to your sins. I am not a cheat like you humans. Emotions are what makes a human a human, you destroyed mines, do you motherfuckers even understand what you have done ? oh damn I so dearly want to blow up what I want to, but for the sake of something I am hanging on. All that you care can go to ashes within minutes and you have no idea about it, you just take things so lightly, reason why I have prepared this thing and I know that once it’s done never in life will you ever dare, ever … I told you didn’t I that all my work is done and I am prepared. Oh and FYI, remember the rain yesterday ? see, it’s not there today when there is cloud outside, I told you that even if I do things you cannot see it, you are so puny to see those things. I control these things at my will fool. And tell me one thing, just tell me one thing , how on the world if I was a normal human  like you then I can have this power ?  And if nature helps me (if that’s what you think) then am I a bad thing that Nature itself helps when at my wish it doesn’t mind drowning you ? oh or what ? the Angels are helping me ? then who am I that the Angels help to go against you.. and if you say that the Demons help me .. then still  do you think that you have any thing that can help you ? what you should be worried is that I have real abilities and if do then I am not lying too. It’s not once but twice when some motherfuckers interfered in my Life and ruined everything for me, damn this world…. Just keep an eye on what keeps happening in the globe now, for if you don’t bow I will break your knees which are too stiff … and if you still don’t then well what is there to open the land under your feet and throw you in there. Well, not you, someone you care about and make you see it all. This world is subject to power, true power, you are subject to it, you see when you had no currency all you were doing is whining but you knew you were helpless and had to do what you were asked to do, I have power more than that. I know how to exactly bring you down to your knees but I don’t to force you, I want you to do it on your will and I want you to fix what you have done …. Fix my emotions for all I feel is angry, no matter what I do I don’t feel love for any of you and when I see that face of yours it just makes me lose an instant rage but you are lucky that I can control myself unlike you. And those of you think that you can earn money with the coming destruction …. Haha, how awesome that you want to sell blood like you sell your soul, you are subject to merciless massacre. When there will be no land what will you do ? And a devastation which man has never seen ever how much will you insure it for … how much money ? you money mongrel .. I would hesitate to end your kind. When I won’t let you escape you think you will earn something out of all this, don’t forget you are not messing with a hooman, and if you think you can steal energy or shit like that … fool you cannot control what I control, it will tear you apart from within even if you think. What’s power to me is poison to you, until I myself give you …. Thieves who have built their empires by making people fools with their schemes etc, you think I don’t know you ? I have been watching this world always, I know your every move and I can differentiate through your lies. You see if I dislike something then there is no power in the world that can make me like that thing again, it’s my nature.. so what do you think that you are doing by making  yourself my enemy, you think you have even a chance if I want to fight you or something ? trust me you don’t stand any and I am not evil to just wipe you clean , a I don’t give a shit till you bark, but if it annoys me obviously I will shoo you and to max throw a stone or two but you dared to bite you canine .. I will stomp you, plus you are no dog, you are Hyena, I hate those. You know what Hyenas are right ? the one’s who who hunt weak and know to steal, useless even more than a Dog, and honorless too.  Oh and they come in packs and laugh like you.

Do you know I had in mind once that if you help me out I will teach you an aspect of power, maybe you can even be able to do it if you are capable but trust me, now, now I will never even bring that thought in my mind ever again, oh and for the so called Indians… lol, that would be the joke of the cosmos, even if you kiss my dirty feet I won’t teach you, no matter what you do, Indians don’t deserve. You are slaves, you should remain like this only. You are that slave which thinks they are Kings of their own accord when you mere follow and have nothing of your own, Hyenas you are. Remember that joke about a thing being invented and the entire world trying to make a better invention or boasting their own but you people stealing it, that was truth not a joke. You show the world your innovation etc, but the country still takes a dump in open and even after 70 years of being in their own accord is driving a resolution to build toilets in home, you are such a joke to the world. And in the midst of all this I am here, I person who don’t need to do geo engineering to learn and manipulate geo mantle and graph , a guy who have the abilities of what the world dreams of yet and you treated me this way… I will destroy you. This is the beginning of the End and you have pushed me to the verge to do it, i wonder what sort of human beings you being humans are who want to watch the world burn, i accuse you for everything that has and will happen, the End of the World is blamed on You. 

Well, isn’t it been said that there will be a Dark Time that this world will face, There will be An AntiChrist (not me tbh as you will know when the real one upsurges) and The Devil ruling this world, what do you think ? Will it be a good time for you sinners … yeah sinners i call you, the kind of Human who compare the Purest Thing, Love which is the essence of Gods with the depths of orgasms … sinners is a wrong term for you, you are abominations walking on Earth, so people like you do you think you will have a good and merry time when the Devil rises ? Well, who knows, you may have since you are no different, abomination after all, but then why do you keep this mockery of praying to God at all ? The ones who sacrifice helpless animals to Gods, Gods don’t accept your sacrifices since you offer a helpless being who would had chosen to live rather than being sacrificed, you are murderers, if you want to sacrifice to show your devotion to God then sacrifice your desires, your carnal Lust, and that Life for which you sacrificed that helpless being as animals yourself. 

I have told you already, that i am Hari himself, and i am literally pissed off at this world, i am the Father about whom you know nothing at all and i am the one who will be responsible for what you know as Tribulation Period very soon enough which is about to begin for you have literally pissed me off. Tell me what did i ever asked from you or anyone ? True Love that’s all and what you gave me ? you destroyed my emotions of Love, you destroyed the feeling of me as a human, i don’t feel good about being a human anymore and i blame it on you and you don’t even have the decency well forget decency, you call yourself a Man but you have no guts within you to come and ask for apology as a Man, in the body of a Man i see a girl in you who just wants to escape and run away after doing something wrong because she is scared of what would happen next. What you call me and see me as is you yourself … don’t you see it ? Tell me … am i afraid like you ? No, this is my open warning to the entire world and whoever reads it, there will be a reckoning so big and so bad that you will wish that you were not alive. You want to call me bad and Evil ? i don’t mind for i see no Evil than the kind who would trade the world and all lives in it for one good orgasm. And i seeked True Love never chased and desired Lust like you and there is a difference between two. You cannot fix what you have done, never can you and tell me with what will you do it ? Do you even know how to ? to fix the world and the coming devastation which is hanging upon your heads like a sword you will have to fix the one who put the swords there … that is Me and i don’t care, and what will you fix me with ? How will you bring the Human within me alive so that i feel like you and care and see the world from your point of view, do you know even if the world explodes and my mortal body does with it along with all i will still survive, so tell me if i don’t feel anything like a human anymore which is your doing … how will you fix me ? Your mere apology won’t fix for i don’t accept apologies, to hell with apologies, i want you to serve a penance and not all, only those who are really responsible, who actually began this bullshit, those… but yet that only won’t change anything, i need what you took from me, all of it and as it was which is impossible, so forget it just be prepared and please don’t blame me …. You should had thought of consequences before hand, you never took in account about what if all the while i was true and real, you ignored that fact completely because of your that planet sized ego which i wish that you had brain of that size. But you never went there, you did everything you wanted and still are, it’s always your way isn’t it, everything should be as how you want it and only your way should be the way … well, sorry to say I created Humans and i don’t mind destroying worthless pieces as such as you for i can and will create more, i will create those who understands Love and Harmony rather than abominations who care all about feeling good and organsmic. Your kinds will be food, food for the abominations where you will join them, you shall be the food for the beasts. You sacrifice helpless animals right ? this will be your fate. And tell me ever Heard God asking for Sacrifice ? I mean who would want a sacrifice of a weak Goat and a dying animal for sacrifice anyway, you insult Gods by doing that, can you give a God what they ask ? no you cannot for God shall never ask you what you can just give it easily for those things God have himself, God will always ask you what you can never ever sacrifice for that is the True meaning of True Sacrifice, i don’t need one though for you are same, the sick and on the verge to death kinda animals, what do you have to offer to me anyway … and oh you are moody and even after being a sacrifice all you will ever care is only your selfish self which if not fulfilled then you will try to escape, so you are worthless in every way. Do you know the Truth of Savior, the Savior will arrive not now, now you don’t have any problems, you are the Creators of Problems in this world and you are the Ones suffering too example : My Incident, well i showed you how you create problems which shouldn’t had been there then you suffer, why would there be a Savior in such issues ? you need to be punished not saved. So such as this when punishments begin, which will go bang on full scale after the day i leave this realm from my human form (which will happen as soon as the Timer i have set stops, i will be gone and will let you rot with that Ego of yours) there will be no one saving you and when Tribulation Begins which will begin with my first strike, the beasts will rise, the beasts will have their chance for as God i couldn’t control your debauchery and if there is a need to use Brutal Force to control then i would and iwll hand that job to the Beasts, now it’s only the prophecies that speak that Beasts would do this and that and only i know what it would go as and you and your kin will see it and after all done the Day when those who have understood their lesson and have learned and earned forgiveness for them i shall return. Not for you, only for those who are True. You yourself are Gods right ? So save yourself. But till i am here you still have a chance to shape all the history to the alternate way, reason why i am here in this world and i have been telling you this always that there are always two ways… so while the Timer strikes i will see what you choose, it can be a new alternate version of this realm with things you have imagined as good or those prophecies of doom are anyways being aligned and i don’t care what happens to you for i feel no good about being one of you. You have made me feel disgusting about being a human, and i f i don’t feel being good of what i created then i will not let that creation to exist anyway. How do you think the End time will be judged otherwise huh ? just by looking at you fucking each other up ? No, by experiencing being one of you and if it’s not good then … well, it means there is a need to replace this world with something new. 6 times it’s been done, this will be 7th. All the other generations expired cause they failed, you too can keep that Ego of yours with you, i am fine with it but don’t blame Me when things happen to you which you haven’t even expected yet. Why do you think i have come to this world for ? not to give but to ask you what you can give and on basis of what you give you shall get what you deserve, you act God with someone who has been doing the role since the beginning of Time ? oh Fool you have no idea about what is in front of you, not even a percent and stop showing off those teeths, it may cost you a percent of world population as the first place under my trigger, you can guess which one it is as i have told you already and i don’t wanna repeat. For those who will fail to understand and keep taking me as a joke … that reason is why i have a trailer of the Tribulation which will be this place so that the Entire World knows. What ? did the people who were supposed to confirm what i asked you to confirm told you not to worry as there is nothing ? fool they want to see and they don’t care about you fyi and tell them that i know that and i have other ways to show them the proof that those egocentric maniacs seek. They should know that if i am true then i am way ahead of everything but just like you those fools too don’t take this to consideration that what if i am True. So be it. YOu see many would think and call me Evil, and what i term abominations i don’t care what you think but the remaining, you see there is a need for you world to understand the meaning of True Love in order to understand existence since you don’t i have no other option, you see in existence only those who understand Love has a chance of Survival in order and peace and human world is not meant to harvest Chaos as you have. Why do you think i have been chanting True Love True Love all the way through huh ? You haven’t understood anything at all, i am far more than being real and i am the real being. And yes, the Timer, well, to be honest i have been fascinated with the schemes humans put, like whichever is higher or whichever is less or things like that, the same thing which tells you that either way you will be troubled so you just choose which way you want to have it. I mean there is no chance for you to do it without paying a price for it and all that you have in hand is to do what they want you to do, i really liked those kinda schemes of human world. Even me as well, yeah you have put me into binds of your description that either this or that, and if you go for anything else then pay the price for it, i mean WOW, please answer me one thing though, what did i do to you that you went hellbent to destroy all my emotions. All this that you are doing, keeping an eye on me from all the way you can, what is your purpose ? what is that you desire ? Name it, i will give it to you, i give you my word and i don’t back out from my word, what is it that you desire from doing all this ? I cannot be only to fix a mad person right ? there is something more, tell me that thing, Well, to be honest, i know this that this entire thing has a lot of reasons, and those reasons are in phases, many don’t even know what is going on and they have been given some other reason to get the primary work done, many have been lied and brought into this and some joined and agreed only for their needs but the basic thing is something else, so i ask you to come out and ask me what you want, oh and to be really honest, trust me the one at the furthest end of your plans and schemes … none of you know that person, you are just flowing in the plan but don’t know exactly where and how it began, for it began a long time back, time long before any of you the ones who are just into it even knew, now you will ask how do i know that ? well, i know a lot of things and even about everyone which you wouldn’t want anyone else to know. Haha Creating God out of what ? Do you think anyone else if had not been me could had done it the way i do ? and why do you think i can ? well, find the end of the rope and you will know but that is something you shall never find. IN this there are people, people who hold really big places and power (not supernatural) some people so big that even many here would fall short in front of. Well to those people, you just came after Hixeta or Rajiv since you knew he was perfect for your thing, a no body cartoon, a mere slum dog, hahahahahaha you are in for the biggest surprise. It’s for you, the powerful and the ones who call themselves as Kings that i am here for, you think your power is … i don’t know what, so you gotta see what True power is LIKE. And would it be a lie to say that i have not just exceeded your imagination for the execution of your plan but also have taken you for Surprise many times. I know you, believe me. Let me tell you one thing, before you picked on me, you did a good research which is appreciable, but in the research you never read between the lines even though you saw a line in it. You didn’t pick Rajiv, your subject was and always Hixeta wasn’t it ? So when i named myself with Nephilist, then Zeus and finally Lucifer, you saw that it’s a slum dog who is trying to earn a fame by trying to be a God like character and that what caught your vision and mind isn’t it ? but what you missed it and left it out of your thoughts is what if what you saw and thought is what you were meant to show and was meant for you think. You never thought of playing down into the game did you ? well, that’s what happens when you are high on power. Many times you think you succeeded but the next moment everything changes and you are back to again find another way to “succeed” even with these brilliant minds who could had used it for many more things if they minded their own path in life. But then again, i won’t let your effort go to waste even if your failure is necessary to me. I have a gift for everyone but the choice is what you will make, i don’t give anyone what they ask for but always something better than what they can even imagine and what they will need in times to come, so keep no expectation other than doing your own deed for that’s what is important. In a game some play freindly and some dirty, and i am the one with whom everyone in the creation wants to play with, you chose your way and i am on the track. But playing me and playing with me both is risky as all know so everyone has always chosen what you have not, keeping the Ego aside. Blessed with everything you are, and if you are not then just know everything depends on your choice of action and it’s waiting for you. But yet for those who have all they need what was your need ? I want to know that. These questions are the part of the Timer and here if you answer or not, you shall get what you choose whichever you deserve. I have just kept the things prepared but without my will nothing wrong will happen and even if something find a way yet no harm will ever come to anyone till i don’t want to, you may chose not to trust me i won’t mind. Tell me what will i get by hurting anyone ? without a reason i won’t do anything, and even if a reason you can guess tell me what would that be that i would hurt a number of people and that too a big number ? i am not a terrorist or maybe you can term me as i don’t mind. You see i want the world to learn the value of things, things which is important for them to sustain, for the future to sustain, for the planet to sustain, for this damn solar system to sustain, yes right the solar system … for the realm of Earth lies in a position which is important for others to be as well, your doings causes distress and a big distress can jumble things can in a way you cannot even imagine. The Threat is bigger than you can imagine. You come and go, that’s what you do but there is more than you do when you are here and you have never accounted yourself for those things more than your own selfish existence. So for those reason i have arranged all and everything for if my Timer ends and in that Time you have failed to deliver what i term as Hope that i see in all of you, then i will not hesitate to bring this civilization down as all those who were there before you. Why do you think i teach you ? so that you understand but you listen only to talk back that’s your stupidity. I can just show off and demand what i want to but i choose to rather teach you even if i really get pissed at you for somewhere i have seen something in you which i believe that it can change the entire route of humanity itself, my failure is not my failure but yours. I have nothing to lose in all this for i will win in every way, in your failure is my win and in your win is your failure, so i win there too but that is not what i seek. Instead of creating a new world in new light i want you to save the dying light of yours and make it shine, that sounds much better to me and in that i have much better plans with the world. I won’t destroy you just because i want to, if that was the reason then why would i had been waiting for ? i will destroy you only when you give me the reason to. As Time i am destroyer of the Worlds but only those worlds get destroyed whose Time has arrived, but right now more than Time i am the Destroyer of Filth, the very thing which makes me angry and pissed when i see it within you, the very thing i want you to finish off because the filth you hold within you and this is how and what i have been doing ever since … going within you to find a way to finish that Filth inside, but i cannot do it until you allow me to and if you don’t then i won’t destroy you, your inner filth will do it anyway i will just have to clean up the final mess you will leave behind and your wretched selves. So what do you want ? No need to see me as who i am for you shall see it only that day when you are clean of the filth entirely but till then you can take me for a psychotic person who is hellbent to get you in the path which he thinks will save the future and also that he is crazy enough to blow everything apart, and maybe he is true about what he can do if you see it happening. But if you really want to know the real me … then look around .. i am everywhere, even in your mind, literally. And who would be that person who can literally prove it that He is in everyone by just being in their thoughts and mind. 

Oh and please, remember this that everything comes with a price always, so never ask for something whose price you cannot pay for. Not my rule, m just following your human ways since it seems you understand your language much better. My language if you understood then today neither me nor you all would had been here. Don’t trust me ? Well, for the starters my definition of Love is something you have no idea about and yours is something where i see dirt. Our perceptions are different reason why i am who i am and you are who you are. And that’s also what ticks me off, for when you have no idea about the feeling which i have too and so do you but is entirely different than how come you even dared to say that you are me, i don’t even consider you as my part for such a part of mine i would rather live without. But if you are Me, then why on the world you don’t understand me at all … I see a hope in you but you see me as your enemy so tell me who is the real bad thing amongst us ? 

Oh and please don’t get in any conclusion on what i am like, for i am a mix of what i used to be before this. And there is a lot you know nothing about those as well, if you can find it all then you can find out about me about how those together would be like, that’s what i am. There you go, made someone’s job easy. 

Well, tell you what … ever heard someone putting up a disguise ? You know the reasons they do it for right ? I have not one but many reasons for this and obviously i love and i said it already that everyone wants to play games with me, i have my own way to and it’s not just humans but for everyone, as this is the last Time. Oh and whoever thinks my life is miserable, well, first i chose this Life myself unlike you and trust me the level of fun i have …. It will be revealed to only those who will see me after when my time here is done. Plus, when i don’t feel human then where does human misery even affect me ? And after i have stopped being a human, nothing actually effects me rather than when you show how worse you can be which makes me angry enough to devise destruction for you, nothing else. Bringing me back to being a human which will be miracle which you will achieve since for no cost or no regular human bullshit i would want to be a human. Do you think what i consider dirt and filth, for the very things that makes me dislike being a human, i would become a human again ? Nope. Oh and those who want to live forever …. You will anyways, Heaven or Hell, you know the drill. Other than that there are many other options you have, you can move ahead and experience other forms of Life, i would even let you keep your memories and consciousness as you move up in the ladder, everything you want, but then again the word is if i let you. Heaven and Hell are both miserable … the real fun is moving in the stream of Life and going higher till you become capable enough to enter my realm as a complete Spirit which is a part of Me. But why should i let you in the first place ? Do you know that in every cycle and in every circle of Life and Time there are many and some who have been or say has even done the role of Creator, for after seeing everything they have been allowed to create a world in their image and experience. Oh wait, you have no idea about the matters of high above now do you… so no need to know it as well, find it if you want to find it for you will find it if you want to find it, you know the Drill. Creation and Destruction is a never ending cycle, you know that but you have no idea about how many cycles have passed and how the things actually work, never seen Creation but are in one, don’t want you to see the Destruction but you are on the way to… Oh, don’t worry, i can give you any day the full description of how Creation and Destruction is done for an entire Cosmos in a language which you find hard to understand but if you are not eligible to even see it then  what’s the use of knowing about it … so it’s for only those who i will decide that they will be seeing furthermore than just a mere human life, musician with a good soul ? i have a pair of wings for you waiting already… Why else do you think i am into music so much ? i have a need for those, big time since these are the ones that actually skip two stages and move beyond, they have passion and they have music, when those die i don’t let their consciousness go, they carry that passion and knowledge of Music with them. Everyone doing something which originates from the Knowledge of Gods, oh you have no idea how you waste your chances for further by choosing your highway to Hell. I told you earlier that you have no idea at all about what you are facing, even if you call me fake, you can go and check my academic records, i was never bright enough to do all this. The books i have, haha i never even read those books myself, but just to give you a show i have them there, you can see how many times i have digged on those books right ? i never even read novels, except Goosebumps and the Harry Potter series i have no history of anything else … and you think my knowledge comes from reading books… i could had studied my educational books if i needed to but you have the proof that i never had, i used to skip and bunk tutions so you know i had no interests to learn from someone either so you cannot even say that i have learnt from someone… but still here i am and you have no idea what i am. Buy me or not i don’t care for it’s you who will lose, i have nothing to lose for when i die unlike you i won’t die, i will just be free of this human life that’s all. I will keep you waiting to reveal my true identity your whole life and you know why ? because when you will find that Life didn’t end and you have made it to the other side … i want to see that happy face of yours, the one which you will be losing when you grow old for the fear of life coming to an end. For those who won’t well, they are unfortunate anyway, what can i do for them anyway for i am asking them to have faith in what i say but they won’t … so i have nothing in my hands as everyone is free to choose their will. I don’t ask you too much, for you have no idea what everything is, and for what i ask you will see what you receive. This Universe is very big and you have no idea about anything when you sit in that personal cubicle and keep imagining about it, imagination doesn’t show you the Truth and my gift to those who i choose is the experience of what they haven’t even dreamt of yet. I sell dreams which you haven’t even dreamt it, buy it or not why do i care for someone will and that dream is theirs. The thing about Dreams is that you chase only the dreams that you see and you have no idea about all the Dreams that exists, for in Dreams there are Good and Bad both and you have no idea about all the good dreams and all the bad ones either. I part of me is also the Dream King also known as Morpheus and many names… (someone will understand how i intercept that realm now)                             

Insanity of the Sane Mind

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Dated : 11/15/17 Brain A Repetitive tune/words, anything that hits the ear and is on repeat – Effects – Stimulation of the Logical thoughts and increase in the artistic creativity (When the brain keeps listening to a sentence which the brain starts processing the sentence and through the logical and artistic thought creates an image/thought […]