Blissful Sunday

(ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED as a variation of THIS UPDATED POST:
On Unity Blogger/BlogSpot – See below for link/date)

WELCOME
Wellness Warriors..
(& fellow Wonder Women..& Men).

& ENERGY WORKERS..
& HEALERS..
& BEAUTIFUL BEINGS..
..THOSE THAT GET THAT KINDNESS & SUPPORT
***MATTERS***
ALWAYS!

Ok.. so I didn’t really having much of a Blissful Sunday this week
(or the past couple days)..
..in fact it was AWFUL..
(and it didn’t even have anything to do with the US election..LOL)
As I had someone I (HAD) considered “family”
go completely bat shit crazy on me..
BLAMING me for HER failures in HER business,
and a bunch of insane stuff..

I will be SO happy when this CHAOTIC, CRAZY ENERGY
out there in the universe
right now
has SHIFTED.

Because in the past month (alone..not even counting since ~March..)
I have seen people behave in ways I NEVER thought possible.

As right now, is ALL about
CHANGE
TRANSFORMATION
( I posted about this on Instagram..on Tuesday..
..for #TransformationTuesday
Link to Post: https://bit.ly/3oYJZew )

And, I quote..a bit here..

“Have you ever noticed how SHIFTS come in BIG ASS waves..
of NEEDED CHANGE.
And the world is literally in energetic chaos,
and upheaval right now.
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But..also..that..
‘ALL that Glitters Is NOT gold!’

There is A LOT of misleading info, people, messages,
and more
out there.

People especially to stay away from.
Toxic. Negative. Selfish. Self-absorbed. Childish.
Sadly..mostly those things they are doing and exhibiting in their behaviours is from trauma..
..or from thinking they are the only people that exist..

..NEVER thinking..of anyone, but themselves.
Blaming others, for everything wrong, or right, or anywhere in between
in their lives.
They don’t know, or haven’t learned..
..that Those that point a finger, at everyone but themselves..
that they will wake,
to find 4 fingers pointing back at/to them.
Because, that is Where the REAL responsibility for behaviour lies.
(Like that so-called “family member”..blaming for her own shit..)

That is when..
..the energy MUST SHIFT.

Because, otherwise,
you choke,
with someone else,
THAT toxic person holding the noose..
..(often..hopefully it’s just) clueless
(and not malicious and intentional)
as to how much they are harming those around them.
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However, the CHANGE,
starts WITHIN.

It starts with SELF-RESPONSIBILITY.
It starts with MINDSET.
OR MINDSPACE (as I prefer to use..)

It means GROWTH.
It means MATURITY.
It means GROWING THE FUCK UP.

It is ***CHOOSING***
to pause..
..and to LISTEN.
And to LEARN.
AND SHIFT.
AND CHANGE!

AND TRANSFORM!
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Text on the image.. ( https://bit.ly/3oYJZew )
(tho you can “zoom” in to read it as well)

“All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.”

― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring “
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Which…
Speaks to how, when we are in touch with our
ROOTS.
We can not be touched by others FROST.

And..it made me realize,
that once that stuff with that “family member”..
“settled”..

I found myself VERY UNruffled by it.
When I “should” be massively upset,
..even distressed and disturbed by it.
By her vicious words, by her spiteful actions,
by her unnecessary hate, by her toxic venom
by her massive insensitivity, by her self-absorbed selfishness.

I instead am Calm, Centered, Focused, Peaceful,
..even BLISSFUL.

Regarding it.
Since it’s about her, not me..
..and there is nothing I can do.

ONLY she can chose to change her behaviours,
do mindset and personal growth work..
..and GROW UP.

So..I chose..to just work on what I could do..
what I could impact (CHANGE) for myself..
Right now.

Which means..
I worked on feeling better (from a MASSIVE pain flare-up)
..I also immediately got back into some of my own awesome
daily habits
that I could right away..
..like watching Personal Self Development & Growth
trainings and videos..
and reading!

AND..
organizing and planning my “social media”
and business strategy,
including my blog posts for the next month.

NOW..I had originally planned to start doing these weekly..
to start.

BUT..life got a bit in the way, and I did a post every 2 weeks.

However, I now have my posts (social, blogs, and more)
..mapped out for November
..and partially have December done (& looking at even January..)
(I’m rather proud of myself)!!!

And the first order of business was to figure out what to do
For TODAY’s POST!

And because it is about MIND..
of
Health in Mind, Heart, Body & Soul..

I thought of WISDOM.
And what Wisdom did/do I have to impart to myself
from this experience..
(..and other recent ones).

And perhaps..what tiny thread of WISDOM..
do I have to share,
here
with you.

And oddly enough,
this POEM fit.
..and while..it seemed weird to not post this poem on a Sunday,
..and even a bit weirder..
as it’s kinda “racy”..
..so there is always the chance of being reminded of some more wonderful and sexier times ;>
(tho, not having much of those lately, in COVID times..)

AND..in a way..not even related to the topic.
BUT..it also, reminds me of different times..

..of the forms BEING BLISSFUL
can take.
And to be..and embrace them ALL.

{ As well..
It is HARD to believe I wrote this poem below ~24 years ago though…

I did decide via doing this whole blogging thing now,
that I needed to start writing poetry again like I
“used to do”.

However, in looking back at many of these poems
(and I have lots & lots more to share from the vault),
I have wondered if the inspiration is gone,
or if I have changed so much that
that kind of soft and connected meaning
is not present in my life in the same way.

Or perhaps it’s more a case of idealism.
I am not as idealistic (or you could say as naive) as I used to be..
..as they say..
with age comes wisdom..
and/or cynicism.
LOL. }

Either way.. I’m still a “hopeful” romantic
(somewhere deep down there inside)
and perhaps one day I will find someone who will make this poem seem real again..
or I’ll be inspired to write an even better one.

But for now..
It reminded me..
of
CHANGE..

And being BLISSFUL,
inside myself..
..regardless of anyone,
or anything..

Blissful Sunday

The sounds of water draws me in
splashing all over your body
against the porcelain wall
skin slides against skin
luscious, seductive, searching,
complete.

Burning gentle touch
that reaches deep within
and caresses tenderly the
being that we are

The ache that ebbs away
with every moment, motion, thought
laughed, shared, dreamt,
dared.

Wrapping around, entwined
in softness, in sensation
in fascination and ecstasy

Changing, learning, reaching
Grasping
to hold on
on to me, on to you
onto a realm that
tickles at the back of my
mind.

Waking to find it still there
real, substantial.

As your hand on my
thigh and
the pulse at your throat
that entrances
– enhances the need to
touch
the desire to crawl
as close as we can inside.
And waking to find that

It’s Sunday.
Blissful. Sunday.

~ Written: Summer 1996-ish (exact date unknown)
~ Copyright: Michelle L. Marcicki; 1996-Present
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{ NOTE: Original blog content/post published on Unity(old)Blogspot:
Link: https://bit.ly/3kZIyKa
Date: January 11, 2010
Credit: Myself / Copyright: Michelle L. Marcicki (Dolphin) }