World!! Let me introduce to you the new members of our family: Lucca Alexander Ferreira Paez born at 11:50 am at 5 lbs, 3 oz and Noah Manuel Ferreira Paez born at 11:52 am at 5 lbs.

As it was expected due to their gestational age they were taking to the NICU to help them breath and regulate their body temperature. I will write more about my day but for now I just want to bask in this miracle of life. I’m in awe knowing I have become a mom of identical twins, that this is really happening and that this is no dream. No dream at all!!!

It’s 3 am and I’m not able to sleep. I have been staring at the ceiling for the past 2 hours just thinking that after tomorrow we no longer be two will be four. I’m nervous but excited of the changes that are coming our way.

It had been a long road to walk wondering if this day would ever come. If motherhood was ever meant to be for me. I wish I was able to enjoy my pregnancy more and take more pictures of every little milestones we reach but fear sometimes took over and I was afraid of no living the moment.

The twins have been kicking and moving like crazy in the little space they have as if they know they are coming out. I just prayed that everything will be good and let Him take the wheel of our fate. This constant struggle of trying to control the outcome of everything in this pregnancy has make me miserable and I think that is time to leave it in His hands.

I will now go to bed, I need to rest as I have to be in the hospital by 9 am. My babies are going to be brought to the world and I can’t wait to meet them!